simple. The two of them being lonely together had at times weighed heavily on her, but there had formed within her by then that fold of inner shyness, that suffering wrinkle which prevents one from bringing or receiving cheer. Others mocked her, saying: "She's touched in the head", "out of her mind" -- she had become accustomed to this pain, too. The girl had even suffered insults, after which her breast would ache as from a blow. She was not a popular girl in Kaperna, although many suspected that there was more to her than to others--but in a different tongue. The men of Kaperna adored stout, heavy-limbed women with oily skin on their large calves arid powerful arms; they courted them here by slapping them on the back and jostling them as they would in a crowded market place. The style of such emotion resembled the unsophisticated simplicity of a roar. Assol was as well suited to this determined milieu as the society of a ghost would be to extremely high-strung people, had it even possessed all the charm of Assunta or Aspasia; anything resembling love here was out of the question. Thus, meeting the steady blast of a soldier's bugle, the sweet sadness of a violin is powerless to bring the stern regiment out from under the influence of its straight planes. The girl stood with her back to all that has been said in these lines. While she was humming a song of life, her small hands were working swiftly and adroitly; biting off a thread, she looked off, but this did not stop her from turning the hem evenly or stitching it with the accuracy of a sewing machine. Although Longren did not return, she was not worried about her father. Of late, he had often set out fishing in his boat at night or simply for some air. Fear did not gnaw at her: she knew that no ill would befall him. In this respect Assol was still the little girl that had prayed in her own way, lisping fondly, "Good morning, God!" in the morning and: "Goodbye, God!" in the evening. In her opinion such a first-hand acquaintance with God was quite sufficient for Him to ward off any disaster. She imagined herself in His place: God was forever occupied with the affairs of millions of people and, therefore, she believed that one should regard the ordinary shadows of life with the polite patience of a guest who, discovering the house full of people, waits for the bustling host, finding food and shelter as best he can. Having done with her sewing, Assol folded her work on the corner table, undressed and went to bed. The lamp had been turned off. She soon noticed that she was not sleepy; her mind was as clear as it was in the middle of the day, and even the darkness seemed artificial; her body, as her mind, felt carefree and dayish. Her heart beat as rapidly as a pocket watch; it seemed to be beating between the pillow and her ear. Assol was annoyed; she twisted and turned, now flinging off the blanket, now rolling up in it, pulling it over her head. At last she was able to bring on the familiar scene that helped her to fall asleep: she imagined herself tossing pebbles into clear water and watching the faint circles grow wider and wider. Sleep seemed to have been awaiting this handout; it came, whispered with Mary, who stood at the head of the bed and, obeying her smile, said "Shhh" to everything all around. Assol was asleep instantly. She dreamed her favourite dream: of blossoming trees, a yearning, enchantment, songs and strange scenes, of which, upon awakening, she could recall only the glitter of the blue water rising from her feet to her heart with a chill of delight. After dreaming of all this, she remained in that improbable world for a while longer and then awakened fully and sat up. She was not at all sleepy, quite as if she had not fallen asleep at all. A feeling of novelty, of joy and a desire for action welled up in her. She looked around with the eyes of one examining a new room. Dawn seeped in--not with the complete lucidity of illumination, but with that faint effort through which one can comprehend one's surroundings. The bottom of the window was black; the top had become light. Without, by the edge of the window frame, the morning star twinkled. Knowing that she would not fall asleep again, Assol dressed, went over to the window and, raising the hook, opened it. An attentive, clear silence reigned outside; it seemed to have only now descended. In the blue twilight the bushes shimmered; farther on the trees slept; the air was heavy and smelled of the earth. Leaning her hand on the top of the frame, the girl looked out and smiled. Suddenly, something akin to a distant call stirred her both from within and without, and she seemed to awaken once again from obvious reality to that which was clearer still and still more doubtless. From that moment on she was caught up by an exultant richness of consciousness. Thus, comprehending them, we listen to words spoken by others, but if one were to repeat that which was said, we would come to understand them once again with a different, a new meaning. She, too, now experienced this. Picking up an old but, when she wore it, ever fresh and new silk kerchief, she grasped it under her chin with one hand, locked the door and darted out onto the road barefoot. Although all was deserted and still, she imagined she resounded like an orchestra and could actually be heard. Everything pleased her, everything gladdened her eye. The warm dust tickled her bare feet; the air was clear and a joy to breathe. The rooftops and clouds were etched in black against the clearing twilight of the sky; the fences, briar roses, gardens, orchards and the faintly seen road all dozed. In everything there was noticeable a different order than during the day--the same, yet, in a conformity that had formerly evaded one. Everything slept with open eyes, furtively examining the passing girl. She quickened her step as she got farther away, in a hurry to leave the village behind. There were meadows beyond Kaperna; beyond the meadows hazel bushes, poplars and chestnut trees dotted the slopes of the hills along the shore. At the spot where the road ended and continued as an overgrown path, a silky little black dog with a white chest and eyes tensed to speak circled gently by Assol's feet. The dog, recognizing Assol, walked along beside her, squealing from time to time and wriggling its body coquettishly, silently agreeing with the girl about something as clear as "you" and "me". Assol, glancing into its communicative eyes, was convinced that the dog could have spoken if it had not had a secret reason for not doing so. Glimpsing its companion's smile, the dog crinkled its nose cheerfully, wagged its tail and trotted on ahead, but suddenly sat down indifferently, scratched its ear which had been bitten by its eternal enemy, and ran off. Assol entered the tall meadow grass that splashed dew upon her; holding her hand out, palm-down, above its spikelets, she walked on, smiling at the streaming touch. Peering into the very special faces of the flowers, the confusion of stems, she could make out allusions--poses, efforts, movements, features and expressions that were nearly human; she would not now have been surprised at a procession of field mice, a gophers' ball or the rough antics of a hedgehog, scaring a sleeping gnome with its huffing. Indeed, a grey ball of a hedgehog rolled across her path. "Humph-humph," it snorted angrily, like a cabbie at a pedestrian. Assol spoke with those whom she saw and understood. "Hello, poor thing," she said to a purple, worm-eaten iris. "You'd better stay home for a while,"--this was said to a bush stranded in the middle of the path and, therefore, lacking leaves torn off by the clothes of passers-by. A large beetle was clutching a bluebell, pulling the flower down and slipping, but scrabbling up it stubbornly. "Shake off the fat passenger," Assol advised it. True enough, the beetle lost its grip and flew off noisily. Thus, with pounding heart, trembling and flushed, she approached the slope of a hill and was concealed from the openness of the meadow in the thicket where she was surrounded by true friends who -- and she knew this--spoke in deep bass voices. These were the large old trees that grew amongst the honeysuckle and hazel bushes. Their drooping branches brushed the top leaves of the bushes. White flower cones rose among the solemn gravity of the large chestnut leaves, their aroma blended with the scent of the dew and the sap. The path, criss-crossed by the slippery bulges of roots, now dipped, now clambered up the slope. Assol felt at home here; she greeted the trees as if they were people, that is, by pressing their broad leaves. She walked on, whispering to herself or aloud: "Here you are, here's another you. How many of you there are, my friends! I'm in a hurry, boys, let me pass! I recognize you all, I remember you and respect you." Her "boys" patted her grandly as best they could -- with their leaves -- and creaked with an air of kindredness in reply. Feet muddied, she made her way out to the bluff above the sea and stood at the very edge, breathing hard after her fast walk. A deep, unconquerable faith rejoiced and bubbled exultantly inside of her. Her gaze cast it beyond the horizon, from whence it returned in the faint surge of the incoming waves, proud in its clean flight. Meanwhile, the sea, stitched with a golden thread along the horizon, was still asleep; save at the foot of the bluff did the water rise and fall. The steel grey of the sleeping ocean at the shore became blue and then black farther off. Beyond the golden thread the sky, flaring up, glowed in a great fan of light; the white clouds were now touched with pink. Delicate, heavenly tints shimmered within them. A quivering snow-whiteness spread across the distant blackness; the foam sparkled and the blood-red splash, flaring up along the golden thread, sent crimson ripples across the ocean to Assol's feet. She sat down and hugged her knees. She leaned towards the sea and gazed off at the horizon with eyes that had grown large and in which nothing grown-up remained at  all--with the eyes of a child. Everything she had awaited so long and so fervently was taking place there, at the end of the world. In that land of distant abysses she imagined an undersea hill; streaming thongs of seaweed snaked upward from its slopes; amongst the round leaves pierced by a stem at the edge strange flowers shone. The upper leaves glistened on the surface of the ocean; he who knew not what Assol knew would see only a shimmering and glitter. A ship rose from the seaweed; it surfaced and stopped in the very middle of the sunrise. From this great distance it was as clearly visible as the clouds. Radiating joy, it flamed like wine, a rose, blood, lips, red velvet and scarlet fire. The ship was heading straight towards Assol. Two wings of spray were cast up by the powerful thrust of its keel; rising, the girl pressed her hands to her breast, but the magic play of light became ripples: the sun rose, and a bright fullness of morning tore the covers from everything that still languished and stretched on the sleepy earth. The girl sighed and looked around. The music had ended, but Assol was still under the spell of its ringing chorus. This impression gradually weakened, then became a memory and, finally, simply weariness. She lay down in the grass, yawned and, closing her eyes blissfully, fell asleep -- a sleep as deep and sound as a young nut, without cares or dreams. She was awakened by a fly crawling along her bare sole. Assol wriggled her foot impatiently and awoke; sitting up, she pinned back her dishevelled hair and, therefore, Gray's ring made itself known, but believing it to be simply a blade of grass that had become caught between her fingers, she held them out. However, since the hindrance did not disappear, she raised her hand to her eyes impatiently and instantly jumped to her feet with the force of a shooting fountain. Gray's radiant ring sparkled on her finger as on someone else's, for at this moment she could not claim it to be her own, she did not feel the finger to belong to her. "Whose joke is this? Whose joke is this?" she cried. "Am I still sleeping? Maybe I found it and forgot about it?" She gripped her right hand, on which the ring was placed, with her left, looked around in wonder, searching out the sea and the green thickets with her gaze; but no one moved, no one was hiding in the bushes, and there was no sign in the vastly illumined blue sea. A flush consumed Assol, and the voices of her heart murmured the prophetic "yes". There was no explanation for what had happened, but she found it without words of thoughts in her strange feeling, and the ring now became dear to her. She trembled as she pulled it off her finger and held it in her cupped hand like water as she examined it--with her soul, her heart, the boundless joy and clear superstition of youth--then, tucking it into her bodice, Assol buried her face in her hands from under which a smile strained to burst forth and, lowering her head, she slowly followed the road back home. Thus--by chance, as people say who can read and write,--Gray and Assol found each other on a summer's morning so full of inevitability. V. PREPARING FOR BATTLE After Gray returned to the deck of the Secret he stood there motionlessly for some minutes, running his hand over his head from back to front, which indicated a state of utter confusion. Absent-mindedness -- a veiled movement of the emotions--was reflected in the senseless smile of the sleep-walker on his face. His mate, Panten, was at that moment coming along the quarter-deck, carrying a dish of fried fish; sighting Gray, he noted the captain's strange state. "You're not hurt, are you, sir?" he inquired cautiously. "Where were you? What did you see? Actually, though, that's none of my business. An agent has offerred us a profitable cargo with a bonus. But what's the matter with you, sir?" "Thank you," Gray said with a sigh, as if he had been untied. "That was just what I needed, the sound of your simple, intelligent voice. It's like a dash of cold water. Tell the crew we're weighing anchor today, Panten, and moving into the mouth of the Liliana, about ten miles from here. The river bed is dotted with shoals. Come for the chart. We won't need a pilot. That's all for now.... Oh, yes, I need that profitable cargo like I need last year's snow. You can tell the agent that's what I said. I'm going to town now, and I'll be there till evening." "But what happened?" "Nothing at all, Panten. I want you to bear in mind my desire to avoid all questions. When the time comes, I'll tell you what it's all about. Tell the crew that we'll put up for repairs and that the local drydock is occupied." "Yes, sir," Panten replied dazedly to Gray's retreating back. "Aye, aye, sir." Although the captain's orders were quite sensible, the mate was goggled-eyed and raced off to his own cabin, carrying the dish of fish and mumbling: "You're puzzled, Panten. Is he thinking of trying his hand at smuggling? Will we be flying the Jolly Roger now?" At this Panten became confused by the wildest guesses. While he nervously wolfed down the fish, Gray went to his cabin, took out a sum of money and, crossing the bay, appeared in the shopping section of Liss. Now, however, he acted determinedly and calmly, knowing down to the last detail all that he would do on this wondrous journey. Each motion -- thought, movement--warmed him as with the refined joy of creative work. His plan was formed instantly and vividly. His understanding of life had undergone that last attack of the chisel after which marble is serene in its magnificent glowing. Gray visited three shops, placing especial stress on the accuracy of his choice, since he was quite sure of the exact shade and colour he wanted. In the first two shops he was shown silk of gaudy hues, intended to please an unsophisticated vanity; in the third he found samples of imaginative tints. The shopkeeper bustled about cheerfully, spreading out fabrics from his old stock, but Gray was as serious as an anatomist. He patiently unfolded parcels and bolts, laid them aside, moved them together, unrolled and brought up to the light so many crimson strips that the counter, piled high with them, seemed about to burst into flame. A scarlet wave fell upon the tip of Gray's boot; a pink reflection shone on his hands and face. As he rummaged among the slight resistance of the silk he noted the colours: cerise, pink and old rose; the richly simmering cherry, orange and gloomy iron reds; here there were shades of all density and strength, as different in their imaginary kinship as are the words: "charming", "wonderful", "magnificent", "exquisite"; in the folds there lurked allusions inaccessible to the language of the eyesight, but a true crimson tone evaded our captain for quite some time. The fabrics the shopkeeper brought out were good, but they did not evoke a clear, firm "yes". At last, one colour attracted the disarmed attention of the buyer; he sat down in an armchair by the window, pulled a long strip from the rustling bolt, dropped it on his knees and, sitting back with his pipe clenched between his teeth, became contemplatively still. This colour, as absolutely pure as a crimson ray of morning, full of noble joy and regality, was just exactly the proud colour Gray was searching for. It did not contain the mixed shades of fire, poppy petals, the play of lilac or purple tints; nor was there any blueness or shadow -- nothing to raise any doubt. It glowed like a smile with the charm of spiritual reflection. Gray became so lost in thought that he forgot about the shopkeeper who stood at his elbow with the alertness of a hunting dog pointing. Tiring of waiting, the merchant called attention to himself by the crack of a piece of cloth being ripped. "That's enough samples," Gray said, rising. "I'm taking this silk." "The whole bolt?" the merchant asked, politely doubting. But Gray stared at his forehead in silence, which prodded the shopkeeper to assume an undue familiarity. "How many metres, then?" Gray nodded, as if telling the man to wait, and, with a pencil, figured the amount he needed on a slip of paper. "Two thousand metres." He inspected the shelves dubiously. "Not more than two thousand metres." "Two?" said the shopkeeper, jumping like a jack-in-the-box. "Thousand? Metres? Please sit down, Captain. Would you like to see our latest samples, Captain? As you wish. May I offer you a match, and some excellent tobacco? Two thousand ... two thousand at...." He named a price which had as much to do with the real price as a vow does with a simple "yes", but Gray was satisfied, because he did not wish to bargain over anything. "A magnificent, excellent silk," the shopkeeper was saying, "unexcelled in quality. You won't find this anyplace else but here." When the man had finally run out of laudation, Gray arranged to have the silk delivered, paid his bill, including this service, and left. He was seen to the door by the shopkeeper with as much pomp as if he were a Chinese emperor. Meanwhile, somewhere nearby, a street musician, having tuned his cello, drew his bow gently across it, making it speak out sadly and wonderfully; his comrade, the flutist, showered the singing of the strings with a trilling of throaty whistling; the simple song with which they filled the sun-sleepy yard reached Gray's ears, and he knew instantly what he had to do. Actually, all these days he had existed at that propitious height of spiritual vision from which he could clearly note every hint and prompt offered by reality. Upon hearing the sounds, drowned out by passing carriages, he entered into the very heart of the most important impressions and thoughts brought forth, in keeping with his nature, by this music, and could foresee why and how that which he had thought of would turn out well. Passing the lane, Gray entered the gate of the house from where the music was coming. By this time the musicians were getting ready to move on; the tall flutist, with an air of dignity brought low, waved his hat gratefully at those windows from which coins were tossed. The cello was locked under its owner's arm again; he was mopping his wet brow and waiting for the flutist. "Why, it's you, Zimmer!" Gray said to him, recognizing the violinist who entertained the seamen in the evenings with his magnificent playing at the Money on the Barrel Inn. "Why have you forsaken your violin?" "Dear Captain," Zimmer objected smugly, "I play anything that makes sounds and rattles. In my youth I was a musical clown. I have now developed a passion for art, and I realize with a heavy heart that I've squandered away a real talent. That is why, from a feeling of late-come greed, I love two at once: the cello and the violin. I play the cello in the daytime and the violin in the evening, so that I seem to be weeping, to be sobbing over a lost talent. Will you offer me some wine? Hm? The cello is my Carmen, but the violin...." "Is Assol," Gray said. Zimmer misunderstood. "Yes," he nodded, "a solo played on cymbals or brass pipes is something else again. However, what do I care? Let the clowns of art grimace and twitch -- I know that fairies dwell within the violin and the cello." "And what dwells in my tur-i-loo?" the flutist asked as he walked up. He was a tall fellow with a sheep's blue eyes and a curly blond beard. "Tell me that now." "It all depends on how much you've had to drink since morning. Sometimes it's a bird, and sometimes it's liquor fumes. Captain, may I present my partner Diiss? I told him about the way you throw your money around when you're drinking, and he's fallen in love with you, sight unseen." "Yes," Diiss said, "I love a grand gesture and generosity. But I'm a sly fellow, so don't trust my vile flattery." "Well, now," Gray said and smiled, "I'm pressed for time, and the matter is urgent. I can offer you a chance to earn some good money. Put together an orchestra, but not one that's made up of fops with funeral parlour faces who've forgotten in their musical pedantry or,--worse still--in their gastronomical soundings, all about the soul of music and are slowly spreading a pall over the stage with their intricate noises,-- no. Get together your friends who can make the simple hearts of cooks and butlers weep, get together your wandering tribe. The sea and love do not stand for pedants. I'd love to have a drink with you and polish off more than one bottle, but I must go. I've got a lot to attend to. Take this and drink to the letter A. If you accept my proposition, come to the Secret this evening. It's moored near the first dam." "Right!" Zimmer cried, knowing that Gray paid like a king. "Bow, Diiss, say 'yes' and twirl your hat from joy! Captain Gray has decided to get married!" "Yes," Gray replied simply. "I'll tell you the details on board the Secret. As for you...." "Here's to A!" Diiss nudged Zimmer and winked at Gray. "But... there are so many letters in the alphabet! Won't you give us something for Z, too?" Gray gave them some more money. The musicians departed. He then went to a commission agent and placed a secret order for a rush job, to be completed in six day's time, and costing an impressive amount. As Gray returned to his ship the agent was boarding a steamboat. Towards evening the silk was delivered; Letika had not yet returned, nor had the musicians arrived; Gray went off to talk to Panten. It should be noted that in the course of several years Gray had been sailing with the same crew. At first, the captain had puzzled the sailors by the eccentric nature of his voyages and stops--which sometimes lasted for months--in the most trade-lacking, unpopulated places, but in time they were inspired by Gray's "grayism". Often he would sail with ballast alone, having refused to take on a profitable cargo for the sole reason that he did not like the freight offered. No one could ever talk him into taking on a load of soap, nails, machine parts or some such that would lie silently in the hold, evoking lifeless images of dull necessity. But he was always ready to take on fruit, china, animals, spices, tea, tobacco, coffee, silk and rare varieties of wood: ebony, sandalwood and teak. All this was in keeping with the aristocratism . of his imagination, creating a picturesque atmosphere; small wonder then that the crew of the Secret, having been nurtured thus in the spirit of originality, should look down somewhat upon all other ships, engulfed as they were in the smoke of plain, ordinary profit. Still and all, this time Gray noted their questioning looks: even the dumbest sailor knew that there was no need to put up for repairs in a forest river. Panten had naturally passed Gray's orders on to them. When Gray entered his mate was finishing his sixth cigar and pacing up and down the cabin, dizzy from so much smoke and stumbling over chairs. Evening was approaching; a golden shaft of light protruded through the open porthole, and in it the polished visor of the captain's cap flashed. "Everything's shipshape," Panten said sullenly. "We can weigh anchor now if you wish." "You should know me by now," Gray said kindly. "There's no mystery about what I'm doing. As soon as we drop anchor in the Liliana I'll tell you all about it, and you won't have to waste so many matches on cheap cigars. Go on and weigh anchor." Panten smiled uncomfortably and scratched an eyebrow. "Yes, I know. Not that I ... all right." After he was gone Gray sat very still for a while, looking out of the door that was slightly ajar, and then went to his own cabin. There he first sat, then lay down and then, listening to the clatter of the windlass pulling up the loud chain, was about to go up to the forecastle deck but fell to pondering and returned to the table where his finger drew a quick, straight line across the oilcloth. A fist struck against the door brought him out of his maniacal trance; he turned the key, letting in Letika. The sailor, panting loudly, stood there looking like a messenger who has averted an execution at the very last moment. "Let's go, Letika, I said to myself from where I stood on the pier," he said, speaking rapidly, "when I saw the boys here dancing around the windlass and spitting on their hands. I have an eagle-eye. And I flew. I was breathing down the boatman's back so hard he broke out in a nervous sweat. Did you want to leave me behind, Captain?" "Letika," Gray said, peering at his bloodshot eyes, "I expected you back no later than this morning. Did you pour cold water on the back of vour head?" "Yes. Not as much as went down the hatch, but I did. I've done everything." "Let's have it." "There's no sense talking, Captain. It's all written down here. Read it. I did my best. I'm leaving." "Where to?" "I can see by the look on your face that I didn't pour enough cold water on my head." He turned and exited with the strange movements of a blind man. Gray unfolded the slip of paper; the pencil must have been surprised as it produced the scrawl that resembled a crooked fence. This is what Letika had written: "Following orders. I went down the street after 5 p.m. A house with a grey roof and two windows on either side; it has a vegetable garden. The person in question came out twice: once for water and once for kindling for the stove. After dark was able to look into the window, but saw nothing on account of the curtain." There followed several notations of a domestic nature which Letika had apparently gleaned in conversation over a bottle, since the memorandum ended rather abruptly with the words: "Had to add a bit of my own to square the bill." However, the gist of the report stated but that which we know of from the first chapter. Gray put the paper in his desk, whistled for the watch and sent the man for Panten, but the boatswain Atwood showed up instead, hastily pulling down his rolled-up sleeves. "We've tied up at the dam. Panten sent me down to see what the orders are. He's busy fighting off some men with horns, drums and other violins. Did you tell them to come aboard? Panten asked you to come up. He says his head's spinning." "Yes, Atwood. I invited the musicians aboard. Tell them to go to the crew's quarters meanwhile. We'll see to them later. Tell them and the crew I'll be up on deck in fifteen minutes, I want everyone in attendance. I presume you and Panten will also listen to what I have to say." Atwood cocked his left brow. He stood by the door for a few moments and then sidled out. Gray spent the next ten minutes with his face buried in his hands; he was not preparing himself for anything, nor was he calculating. He simply wished to be silent for a while. In the meantime, everyone awaited him anxiously and with a curiosity full of surmise. He emerged and saw in their faces an expectation of improbable things, but since he considered that which was taking place to be quite natural, the tenseness of these other people's souls was reflected in his own as a slight annoyance. "It's nothing out of the ordinary," said Gray, sitting down on the bridge ladder. "We'll lie to in the river till we change the rigging. You've all seen the red silk that's been delivered. The sailmaker Blent will be in charge of making new sails from it for the Secret. We'll then set sail, but I can't say where to. At any rate, it won't be far from here. I am going for my wife. She's not my wife yet, but she will be. I must have red sails on my ship so that, according to the agreement, she can spot us from afar. That is all. As you see, there's nothing mysterious in all this. And we'll say no more about it." "Indeed," said Atwood, sensing from the crew's smiling faces that they were pleasantly surprised but did not venture to speak. "So that's it, Captain.... It's not for us to judge. We can only obey. Everything'll be as you wish. May I offer my congratulations." "Thank you!" Gray gripped the boatswain's hand, but the latter.through superhuman effort, returned the handshake so firmly the captain yielded. Then the crew came up, mumbling words of congratulations with one man's warm smile replacing another's. No one shouted, no one cheered -- for the men had sensed something very special in the captain's short speech. Panten heaved a sigh of relief and brightened visibly -- the weight that had lay on his heart melted away. The ship's carpenter was the only one who seemed displeased. He shook Gray's hand listlessly and said morosely: "How'd you ever think of it, Captain?" "It was like a blow of your axe. Zimmer! Let's see your boys." The violinist, slapping the musicians on the back, pushed seven sloppily dressed men out of the crowd. "Here," Zimmer said. "This is the trombone. He doesn't play, he blasts. These two beardless boys are trumpeters; when they start playing, everybody feels like going off to war. Then there's the clarinet, the cornet and the second fiddle. AH of them are past masters at accompanying the lively prima, meaning me. And here's the headmaster of our merry band -- Fritz, the drummer. You know, drummers usually look disappointed, but this one plays with dignity and fervour. There's something open-hearted and as straight as his drumsticks about his playing. Will there be anything else, Captain Gray?" "Magnificent. A place has been set aside for you in the hold, which this time, apparently, will be filled with all sorts of scherzos, adagios and fortissimos. To your places, men. Cast off and head out, Panten! I'll relieve you in two hours." He did not notice the passing of these two hours, as they slipped by to the accompaniment of the same inner music that never abandoned his consciousness, as the pulse does not abandon the arteries. He had but one thought, one wish, one goal. Being a man of action, in his mind's eye he anticipated the events, regretting only that they could not be manipulated as quickly and easily as chequers on a board. Nothing about his calm exterior bespoke the inner tension whose booming, like the clanging of a great bell overhead, reverberated through his body as a deafening, nervous moan. It finally caused him to begin counting to himself: "One... two... thirty..."--and so on, until he said: "One thousand." This mental exercise had its effect; he was finally able to take a detached view of the project. He was somewhat surprised at not being able to imagine what Assol was like as a person, for he had never even spoken to her. He had once read that one could, though incompletely, understand a person if, imaging one's self to be that person, one imitated the expression of his face. Gray's eyes had already begun to assume a strange expression that was alien to them, and his lips under his moustache were curling up into a faint, timid smile, when he suddenly came to his senses, burst out laughing and went up to relieve Panten. It was dark. Panten had raised the collar of his jacket and was pacing back and forth by the compass, saying to the helmsman: "Port, one quarter point. Port. Stop. A quarter point more." The Secret was sailing free at half tack. "You know," Panten said to Gray, "I'm pleased." "What by?" "The same thing you are. Now I know. It came to me right here on the bridge." He winked slyly as the fire of his pipe lighted his smile. "You don't say?" Gray replied, suddenly understanding what he was getting at. "And what do you know?" "It's the best way to smuggle it in. Anybody can have whatever kind of sails he wants to. You're a genius, Gray!" "Poor old Panten!" the captain said, not knowing whether to be angry or to laugh. "Your guess is a clever one, but it lacks any basis in fact. Go to bed. You have my word for it that you're wrong. I'm doing exactly as I said." He sent him down to sleep, checked their course and sat down. We shall leave him now, for he needs to be by himself. VI. ASSOL REMAINS ALONE Longren spent the night at sea; he neither slept nor fished, but sailed along without any definite course, listening to the lapping of the water, gazing into the blackness, holding his face up to the wind and thinking. At the most difficult times of his life nothing so restored his soul as these lonely wanderings. Stillness, stillness and solitude were what he needed in order to make the faintest, most obscure voices of his inner world sound clearly. This night his thoughts were of the future, of poverty and of Assol. It was unbearably difficult for him to leave her, if only for a short while; besides, he was afraid of resurrecting the abated pain. Perhaps, after signing up on a ship, he would again imagine that waiting for him in Kaperna was his beloved who had never died--and, returning, he would approach the house with the grief of lifeless expectation. Mary would never again come through the door. But he wanted to provide for Assol and, therefore, decided to do what his concern for her demanded he do. When Longren returned the girl was not yet at home. Her early walks did not worry her father; this time, however, there was a trace of anxiety in his expectation. Pacing up and down, he turned to suddenly see Assol; having entered swiftly and soundlessly, she came up to him without a word and nearly frightened him by the brightness of her expression, which mirrored her excitement. It seemed that her second being had come to light--true being to which a person's eyes alone usually attest. She was silent and looked into Longren's face so strangely that he quickly inquired: "Are you ill?" She did not immediately reply. When the meaning of his words finally reached her inner ear Assol started, as a twig touched by a hand, and laughed a long, even peal of quietly triumphant laughter. She had to say something but, as always, she did not have to think of what it would be. She said: "No. I'm well.... Why are you looking at me like that? I'm happy. Really, I am, but it's because it's such a lovely day. What have you thought of? I can see by your look that you've thought of something." "Whatever I may have thought of," Longren said, taking her on his lap, "I know you'll understand why I'm doing it. We've nothing to live on. I won't go on a long voyage again, but I'll sign on the mailboat that plies between Kasset and Liss." "Yes," she said from afar, making an effort to share his cares and worries, but aghast at being unable to stop feeling so gay. "That's awful. I'll be very lonely. Come back soon." Saying this, she blossomed out in an irrepressible smile. "And hurry, dear. I'll be waiting for you." "Assol!" Longren said, cupping her face and turning it towards himself. "Tell me what's happened." She felt she had to dispel his fears and, overcoming her jubilation, became gravely attentive, all save her eyes, which still sparkled with a new life. "You're funny. Nothing at all. I was gathering nuts." Longren would not have really believed this had he not been so taken up by his own thoughts. Their conversation then became matter-of-fact and detailed. The sailor told his daughter to pack his bag, enumerated all he would need and had some instructions for her: "I'll be back in about ten days. You pawn my gun and stay at home. If anyone annoys you, say: 'Longren will be back soon.' Don't think or worry about me: nothing will happen to me." He then had his dinner, kissed her soundly and, slinging the bag over his shoulder, went out to the road that led to town. Assol looked after him until he turned the bend and then went back into the house. She had many chores to do, but forgot all about them. She looked around with the interest of slight surprise, as if she were already astrangerto this house, so much a part of her for as far back as she could recall that it seemed she had always carried its image within her, and which now appeared like one's native parts do when revisited after a lapse of time and from a different kind of life. But she felt there was something unbecoming in this rebuff of hers, something wrong. She sat down at the table at which Longren made his toys and tried to glue a rudder to a stern; as she looked at these objects she unwittingly imagined them in their true sizes, and real. All that had happened that morning once again rose up within her in trembling excitement, and a golden ring as large as the sun fell to her feet from across the sea. She could not remain indoors, left the house and set out for Liss, She had no errand there at all, and did not know why she was going, yet could not but go. She met a man on the way who asked for directions; she explained all in detail to him, and the incident was immediately forgotten. The long road slipped by as if she had been carrying a bird that had completely absorbed her tender attention. Approaching the town, she was distracted somewhat by the noise given off by its great circle, but it had no power over her as before, when, frightening and cowing her, it had made her a silent coward. She stood up to it. She passed along the circle of the boulevard leisurely, crossing the blue shadows of the trees, glancing up at the faces of passers-by trustingly and unselfconsciously, walking slowly and confidently. The observant had occassion during the day to note the stranger here, an unusual-looking girl who had passed through the motley crowd, lost in thought. In the square she held her hand out to the stream of water in the fountain, fingering the sparkling spray; then she sat down, rested a while and returned to the forest road. She traversed it in refreshed spirits, in a mood as peaceful and clear as a stream in evening that had finally exchanged the flashing mirrors of the day for the calm glow of the shadows. Approaching the village, she saw the selfsame coalman who had imagined his basket sprouting blossoms; he was standing beside his cart with two strange, sullen men who were covered with soot and dirt. Assol was very pleased. "Hello, Phillip. What are you doing here?" "Nothing, Midge. A wheel got loose. I fixed it, and now I'm having a smoke and talking to my friends. Where were you?" Assol did not reply. "You know, Phillip, I like you very much, and that's why you're the only one I'm telling this to. I'll be leaving soon. I'll probably be going away for good. Don't tell anyone, though." "You mean you want to go away? Where to?" The coalman was so surprised he gaped, which made his beard still longer than it was. "I don't know." Slowly, she took in the clearing, the elm under which the cart stood, the grass that was so green in the pink twilight, the silent, grimy coalmen and added after a pause: "I don't know. I don't know the day or the hour, or even where it'll be. I can't tell you any more. That's why I want to say goodbye, just in case. You've often given me a lift." She took his huge, soot-blackened hand and more or less managed to give it a shake. The worker's face cracked in a stiff smile. The girl nodded, turned and walked off. She disappeared even before Phillip and his friends had a chance to turn their heads. "Ain't it a wonder?" the coalman said. "How's a body to understand that? There's something about her today ... funny, like, I mean." "You're right," the second man agreed. "You can't tell whether she was just saying that or trying to make us believe her. It's none of our business." "It's none of our business," said the third and sighed. Then the three of them got into the cart and, as the wheels clattered over the rocky road, disappeared in a cloud of dust. VII. THE CRIMSON SECRET It was a white hour of morning; a faint mist crowded with strange phantoms filled the great forest. An unnamed hunter, having just left his campfire, was making his way parallel to the river; the light of its airy emptiness glimmered through the trees, but the cautious hunter did not approach the river as he examined the fresh tracks of a bear that was heading for the mountains. A sudden sound rushed through the trees with the unexpectedness of an alarming chase; it was the clarinet bursting into song. The musician, having come up on deck, played a passage full of sad and mournful repetition. The sound trembled like a voice concealing grief; it rose, smiled in a sad trill and ended abruptly. A distant echo hummed the same melody faintly. The hunter, marking the tracks with a broken twig, made his way to the water. The fog had not yet lifted; it obscured the silhouette of a large ship turning slowly out of the river. Its furled sails came to life, hanging down in festoons, coming unfurled and covering the masts with the helpless shields of their huge folds; he could hear voices and the sound of steps. The off-shore wind, attempting to blow, picked at the sails lazily; finally, the sun's warmth had the desired effect; the pressure of the wind increased, lifted the fog and streamed along the yards into the light crimson shapes so full of roses. Rosy shadows slipped along the white of the masts and rigging, and everything was white except the unfurled, full-blown sails which were the colour of true joy-The hunter, staring from the bank, rubbed his eyes hard until he was finally convinced that what he was seeing was indeed so and not otherwise. The ship disappeared around a bend, but he still stood there, staring; then, shrugging, he went after his bear. While the Secret sailed along the river, Gray stood at the helm, not trusting it to the helmsman, for he was afraid of shoals. Panten sat beside him, freshly-shaven and sulking resignedly, and wearing a new worsted suit and a shiny new cap. As before, he saw no connection between the crimson magnificence and Gray's intentions. "Now," said Gray, "when my sails are glowing, the wind is fair and my heart is overflowing with joy that is greater than what an elephant experiences at the sight of a small bun, I shall try to attune you to my thoughts as I promised back in Liss. Please bear in mind that I don't consider you dull-witted or stubborn, no; you are an exemplary seaman and this means a lot. But you, as the great majority of others, hear the voices of all the simple truths through the thick glass of life; they shout, but you will not hear them. What I'm doing exists as an old-fashioned belief in the beautiful and unattainable, and what, actually, is as attainable and possible as a picnic. You will soon see a girl who cannot, who must not marry otherwise than in the manner I am following and which you are witnessing." He related in short that which we know so well, concluding thus: "You see how closely entwined here are fate, will and human nature; I'm going to the one who is waiting and can wait for me alone, while I do not want any other but her, perhaps just because, thanks to her, I've come to understand a simple truth, namely: you must make so-called miracles come true yourself. When a person places the most importance on getting a treasured copper it's not hard to give him that copper, but when the soul cherishes the seed of an ardent plant--a miracle, make this miracle come true for it if you can. "This person's soul will change and yours will, too. When the chief warden releases a prisoner of his own free will, when a billionaire gives his scribe a villa, a chorus girl and a safe, and when a jockey holds back his horse just once to let an unlucky horse pass him,-- then everyone will understand how pleasant this is, how inexpressibly wonderful. But there are miracles of no less magnitude: a smile, merriment, forgiveness and ... the right word spoken opportunely. If one possesses this--one possesses all. As for me, our beginning--Assol's and mine--will forever remain to us in a crimson glow of sails, created by the depths of a heart that knows what love is. Have you understood me?" "Yes, Captain." Panten cleared his throat and wiped his moustache with a neatly-folded, clean handkerchief. "I understand everything. You've touched my heart. I'll go below and tell Nicks I'm sorry I cursed him for sinking a pail yesterday. And I'll give him some tobacco--he lost his at cards yesterday." Before Gray, who was somewhat surprised at the quick practical effect his words had had, was able to reply, Panten had clattered down the ladder and heaved a sigh in the distance. Gray looked up over his shoulder; the crimson sails billowed silently above him; the sun in their seams shone as a purple mist. The Secret was heading out to sea, moving away from the shore. There was no doubt in Gray's ringing soul -- no dull pounding of anxiety, no bustle of small worries; as calmly as a sail was he straining towards a heavenly goal, his mind full of those thoughts which forestall words. The puffs of smoke of a naval cruiser appeared on the horizon. The cruiser changed its course and, from a distance of half a mile, raised the signal that stood for "lie to". "They won't shell us, boys," Gray said. "Don't worry! They simply can't believe their eyes." He gave the order to lie to. Panten, shouting as if there were a fire, brought the Secret out of the wind; the ship stopped, while a steam launch manned by a crew and lieutenant in white gloves sped towards them from the cruiser; the lieutenant, stepping aboard the ship, looked around in amazement and followed Gray to his cabin, from which he emerged an hour later, smiling as if he had just been promoted and, with an awkward wave of his hand, headed back to his blue cruiser. This time Gray had apparently been more successful than he had with the unsophisticated Panten, since the cruiser, pausing shortly, blasted the horizon with a mighty salvo whose swift bursts of smoke, ripping through the air in great, flashing balls, furled away over the still waters. All day long there was an air of half-festive bewilderment on board the cruiser; the mood was definitely not official, it was one of awe -- under the sign of love, of which there was talk everywhere,-- from the officers' mess to the engine room; the watch on duty in the torpedo section asked a passing sailor: "How'd you get married, Tom?" "I caught her by the skirt when she tried to escape through the window," Tom said and twirled his moustache proudly. For some time after the Secret plied the empty sea, out of sight of the shore; towards noon they sighted the distant shore. Gray lifted his telescope and trained it on Kaperna. If not for a row of roofs, he would have spotted Assol sitting over a book by the window in one of the houses. She was reading; a small greenish beetle was crawling along the page, stopping and rising up on its front legs, looking very independent and tame. It had already been blown peevishly onto the window-sill twice, from whence it had reappeared as trustingly and unafraid as if it had had something to say. This time it managed to get nearly as far as the girl's hand which was holding the corner of the page; here it got stuck on the word "look", hesitated as if awaiting a new squall and, indeed, barely escaped trouble, since Assol had already exclaimed: "Oh! That... silly bug!"--and was about to blow the visitor right into the grass when a chance shifting of her eyes from one rooftop to another revealed to her in the blue strip of sea at the end of the street a white ship with crimson sails. She started visibly, leaned back and froze; then she jumped up, her heart sinking dizzily, and burst into uncontrollable tears of inspired shock. Meanwhile, the Secret was rounding a small cape, its port side towards the shore; soft music wafted over the light-blue hollow, coming from the white deck beneath the crimson silk; the music of a lilting melody expressed not too successfully by the well-known words: "Fill, fill up your glasses -- and let us drink to love...." In its simplicity, exulting, excitement unfurled and rumbled. Unmindful of how she had left the house, Assol ran towards the sea, caught up by the irresistible wind of events; she stopped at the very first corner, nearly bereft of strength; her knees buckled, her breath came in gasps and consciousness hung by a thread. Beside herself from fear of losing her determination, she stamped her foot and ran on. Every now and then a roof or a fence would hide the crimson sails from view; then, fearful lest they had disappeared like some ordinary mirage, she would hurry to pass the tormenting obstacle and, sighting the ship once again, would stop to heave a sigh of relief. Meanwhile, there was such commotion, such an uproar and such excitement in Kaperna as was comparable to the effect of the famous earthquakes. Never before had a large ship approached this shore; the ship had the very same sails whose colour sounded like a taunt; now they were blazing brightly and incontestably with the innocence of a fact that refutes all the laws of being and common sense. Men, women and children were racing helter-skelter towards the shore; the inhabitants shouted to each other over their fences, bumped into each other, howled and tumbled; soon a crowd had gathered at the water's edge, and into the crowd Assol rushed. As long as she was not there her name was tossed around with a nervous and sullen tenseness, with hateful fear. The men did most of the talking; the thunderstruck women sobbed in a choked, snake-like hissing, but if one did begin to rattle -- the poison rose to her head. The moment Assol appeared everyone became silent, everyone moved away from her in fear, and she remained alone on the empty stretch of hot sand, at a loss, shamed and happy, with a face no less crimson than her miracle, helplessly stretching her hands towards the tall ship. A rowboat manned by bronzed oarsmen detached itself from the ship; among them stood he whom she now felt she had known, had dimly recalled since childhood. He was looking at her with a smile which warmed and beckoned. But thousands of last-stand, silly fears gripped Assol; deathly afraid of everything--an error, misunderstanding, some mysterious or evil hindrance -- she plunged waist-deep into the warm undulation of the waves, shouting: "I'm here, I'm here! It's me!" Then Zimmer raised his bow -- and the very same melody struck the nerves of the crowd, but this time it was a full-voiced, triumphant choir. From excitement, the motion of the clouds and waves, the glitter of the water and the distance the girl was hardly able to discern what was moving: she herself, the ship or the rowboat,--everything was moving, spinning and falling. But an oar slashed the water next to her; she raised her head. Gray bent down, and her hands gripped his belt. Assol shut her eyes tight; then she opened them quickly, smiled boldly into his beaming face and said breathlessly: "Just as I imagined you." "And you, too, my dear!" Gray said, lifting his wet treasure from the water. "I've come at last. Do you recognize me?" She nodded, holding onto his belt, trembling with a reborn soul and eyes shut quiveringly tight. Happiness was as a soft kitten curled up inside of her. When Assol decided to open her eyes the rocking of the rowboat, the sparkle of the waves, the huge, approaching, moving side of the Secret--all was a dream, where the light and the water bobbed and spun like sun-sports cavorting on a sunshine-streaked wall. She did not remember how she was carried up the gangplank in Gray's strong arms. The deck, covered and draped with rugs, engulfed by the crimson splashing of the sails, was like a heavenly garden. And soon Assol saw that she was in a cabin--in a room than which nothing could be better. Then from above, rending and absorbing the heart in its triumphant cry, once again the thunderous music crashed. Once again Assol shut her eyes, fearful lest all this disappear if she were to look. Gray took her hands and, knowing now where safety lay, she buried her tear-stained face on the breast of her beloved, who had appeared so miraculously. Gently, but with a smile, for he, too, was overwhelmed and amazed by the coming of the inexpressible, precious minute, inaccessible to anyone else, Gray tilted up this face that had haunted him for so long, and the eyes of the girl finally opened wide. All that was best in a person was in them. "Will you take my Longren with us?" she said. "Yes." And he kissed her so passionately after saying this firm "yes" that she laughed delightedly. We shall leave them now, knowing that they should be alone. There are many words in the many languages and dialects of the world, but none of them can even faintly convey that which they said to each other that day. Meanwhile, up on deck, by the mainmast the entire crew waited at the worm-eaten cask with the top knocked off to reveal the hundred-year old dark magnificence. Atwood stood by; Panten sat as primly blissful as a newborn babe. Gray came up on deck, signalled to the orchestra and, removing his cap, was the first to dip a glass, to the accompaniment of the golden horns, into the sacred wine. "There..." he said, when he had drunk and then tossed down his glass. "Now drink. Everybody, drink! Anyone who doesn't drink is my enemy." He did not have to repeat his words. As the Secret proceeded at full speed, under full sail, away from Kaperna, which had been struck dumb forever, the jostling around the cask was greater than anything in this manner that occurs at great fetes. "How did you like it?" Gray asked Letika. "Captain," the sailor said, searching for the right words, "I don't know whether it liked me, but I'll have to think over my impressions. Beehive and orchard!" "What?" "I mean it's like having a beehive and an orchard put into my mouth. Be happy, Captain. And may she whom I will call 'the best cargo', the Secrefs best prize, be happy, too!" When dawn broke the following morning the ship was far from Kaperna. Part of the crew were asleep where they had stretched out on deck, overcome by Gray's wine; only the helmsman, the watch and a thoughtful and tipsy Zimmer who sat near the prow with his chin resting on the finger-board of his cello were up. He sat there, drawing his bow across the strings softly, making them speak in a magic, heavenly voice, and was thinking of happiness. 1920