and break out. Otherwise we'll lose shitload of men. Drink up, - I raised my glass and toped it without cheers. Yurka too drunk his. Since we were under our full strength during the departure, we were complemented by one more battalion from Novosibirsk. According to the initial plan, we had to complete all preparations by autumn and depart for Tadzhikistan for integrating into the 201[st] division or some peacekeeping force; anyhow, to fight for God knows what or who. So this battalion arrived on new, experimental BMP-3s. The machine looked great, everything seemed thought of, - however, turned out total shit. Stuffed with electronics like your Lexus, but made in mother Russia. Thus, at first, we coped so much shit from it. It couldn't fire its weapons on the run: equipment failed from vibration. All its sighting systems were electronic, thus totally useless garbage. When it did fire, it couldn't move: something again to do with the damned computer. Well, all in one word, - very crude system and thus terrible. In the third battalion, twenty-four men died in the first quarter of January because of this buggered APC. Terrible statistics, isn't it? All because this unrefined machinery was shipped to the Army, furthermore, to the war zone. About five of them we've lost already. We've moved them off to a safe place and, for now, use as machinegun nests. Although the cannon jams after it fires its first shot. Or as taxi charter in the more or less safe neighbourhoods. I wish those snakes that accepted this weaponry dropped dead. Having my second drink I listened to Yura telling me about my Moscow namesake. He was on fire after I left - at war, he said, some officers let themselves loose and do not exercise proper behaviour code towards their superiors; the discipline is lax and so on and on. Then, having sent all this Moscow bullshit artists to hell, we finished off the bottle and in good mood left for the meeting. We felt like teaching the Moscow rep a lesson in gallantry and military science, in front of all the brigade's officers. At war, feelings towards all representatives are always the same - nobody can send you any further than these tranches, and their official warnings are not like clap, they'll hang out there for a while and then fall off at some stage. By the way, my honourable reader, - clap (gonorrhoea), is "the officers' heyfever". Back in their college years, half of the officers' corps managed to catch it. In the Army, compared to civilian life, this disease is not considered shameful. Shit happens. At the meeting, every officer knew his spot. Like all HQ officers, we were sitting close to the Chief of Staff. The meeting room was situated in the former children's basketball court, which had become a lounge room at the Chechen owner's villa, where he built in a beautiful fireplace, which we, in turn, were feeding with his own furniture. By the way, red timber burns badly, a lot of smoke and not much heat. Our com-brig was sitting at the head of the big dinner table. As we could see he didn't even wash up since his return. Judging from his mood, we figured second battalion was in deep shit. Somebody was talking behind us; I turned around - it was our Recon CO. His face was just as dirty as the com-brig's. I figured they went together and thus asked him: - How did you two go? How is the second battalion? - Totally stuffed. On the way back we drove into an ambush, one APC was hit. Driver wounded, Gusarov, you know him? First, busted the track then wasted us at close range. Barely escaped with our lives. - No, I don't know him. - I shook my head. - Bad wound? - His wrists are badly burnt, shrapnel cut his shoulder and part of his ear is gone. If they keep his hands, he'll be fine. It's a petty though, he is a smart fellow and I wanted to make him a sergeant. - Listen, I'll be suggesting now that before we go out and help the second battalion, we should ship our wounded off, or they're all goners, your driver too, by the way. For that we have to contract the third battalion and your lads. What do you reckon? - Sure, count me in. While we were offloading the wounded, I remembered that there is a republican drug warehouse here near by and our corpsemen have nothing besides aspirin and their enthusiasm. - OK, go on, make a suggestion. We'll work on that and snatch the drugs from the rag-heads. Otherwise addicts and marauders would bag them anyway. - Attention please! - Chief of Staff spoke out. The humming in the room stopped and everyone was now looking at the COs. - During yesterday, our brigade was participating in the following assaults: central train station, hotel "Kavkaz" and here. Also, while proceeding to locations of the brigade's detachments, several HQ Groups were fired upon and became involved in short skirmishes. As a result, our brigade has lost, - there was absolute silence in the room, - two KIA, private Azarov - tank battalion, sergeant Harlapidi - engineering battalion. There have been four wounded: Chief of Staff of the second battalion, senior lieutenant Pahomenko, first battalion company commander lieutenant Krasnov, Private Gusarov - recon company and private Larionov - communication battalion. Also, we found a body of private Semeonov - engineering battalion, who was earlier declared missing in action. The man died a terrible death, - here San Sanych looked up, faced everybody in the room and continued without the bulletin, - his was tortured, then nailed to the cross and his penis cut off and placed into his mouth. Horrible image, I have to tell you, gentlemen. The room went buzzing. Officers, despite the presence of their COs and the representative from Moscow were loudly and resentfully discussing death of the soldier. - Calm down, gentlemen, - Bilich resumed his speech after pausing for a moment, - I'll continue, I am no less disturbed by this, but let us dedicate our emotions and rancour to the enemy, right now, there is nothing we can do about it. Next, first battalion captured a sniper, from his own words our compatriot, from Novosibirsk. Captain Mironov was not able to bring him over, from his words, the latter died from his wounds and heart condition. And again the room went buzzing with noise, this time with approval. Those, whose eyes I met, were nodding and winking to me, approving, as I was the one who wasted the sniper. Someone from the back of the room declared: "his guilty conscience killed him". Officers cackled with approval. The room was scarcely lit, actually, only the table with the Com-brig, Chief of Staff and Karpov was illuminated, the rest was all covered in darkness. That's why those at the back were making all sorts of comments without the fear of being recognised. Lucky bastards. Again San Sanych had to call for order. Slowly the buzz settled. I inwardly was watching the faces of our Com-brig and the Moscow major. If our CO's lips were touched by a smile after the "conscience" remark, the representative kept cheerless expression on his face with his thin lips, displaying his negative impression of the matter. A rat is always a rat. It would be interesting to know if he was ever a platoon leader or a company commander. Or straight after the college he popped up on the HQ parquetry? I've gone through all the necessary stages, neither was I ever elevated in rank before the right time, kissing commanding asses along the way. That's probably why I travelled all over our country's hot spots. I have no desire for my son to serve in the military, although my father, my uncle, father in law and myself went to the same damned military college. If I had ever learnt English language, wouldn't have ended up in this shithole. Now San Sanych was telling us about our future objective, which Karpov brought with him. The latter was erupting with self-importance; it seemed all this was his idea and we owe him everything. The officers were listening carefully, quietly exchanging their comments at times. Then Karpov made his speech: - Gentlemen! Our Allied Force Head Quarters has set up an honourable task for you: amongst the first troops, you are to spearhead the attack on the lair of the savage and then destroy him. The Commander in Chief himself is keeping this operation under his control. You have proven yourselves in the past battles and therefore, as the Commander's representative, I am confident that the Siberians will handle their challenge with honour. And more of that boring rant, in the worst traditions of the soviet cinematography. If he thought his listeners would explode applauding and give him standing ovations, he was dead wrong. There was nothing in the room besides quiet chuckles and calm remarks. Then someone from the back clearly and loudly yelled out "Go to hell". From the construction of the phrase I figured who that was. Only one person in the room could express himself like that - our tank battalion commander, Mazur Sergei Mihailovich. When we came here, we had forty-two tanks T-72, now we have twenty-six. In ten days we have lost sixteen tanks, mostly with their crews. That's why major Mazur had the right to send all smarty-pants from Moscow the farthest and most often. Everyone was waiting for the response. It came swiftly: - Who said that? I suppose it's not a smart and honourable officer and unlikely that he would come out and say it to my face. But Mazur rose, and pushing away officers in their chairs, came up to the table. - I said that, so what are you going to do? Because of fucks like you I have lost forty-eight men and God knows how many more I will lose because of your hallucinations. Why won't the air force and artillery beat the crap out of this damned square with all that's still there? And the grunts would block the approaches and take out everyone who would try to sneak off. That's all. There won't be as many soldiers' blood spilt though and we'd have to spend more time. Now everyone was watching Karpov. He was obviously confused: - The problem is that the whole world is watching what is happening here. All major news agencies and television stations have been registered at the Head Quarters. If we use air force and artillery on a square of this kind, the world community might not take it well. As you correctly mentioned that it would take more time, but our government needs this conflict to stop as soon as possible. Local opposition, which is on our side, would also be against using air force and artillery to solve this problem. Maybe somebody would wish to surrender? Moreover, we had received authentic information that a group of well-known human rights activists headed by the Duma politician Krylov is in one of the Dudaev's basements. Krylov is the guarantor of Dudaev's personal safety. As a result of a massive air strike they might get hurt. - Screw them! - I'll become an artillery spotter, so that the lads wouldn't miss! - Hang the bitch! The well-known human rights activist Krylov was called many unflattering names. This madhouse would've gone on for a while, if the Com-brig hadn't barked: - That's enough! Please comment only on the subject. Orders are not to be discussed - they are to be carried out. Other details like air and artillery support, time frames and interactions with other units would be discussed later on. I am listening. Please note that the hotel must be taken within the next three days. Any suggestions? I raised my hand. - May I? Comrade Colonel, - the CO nodded to me and I went on, - If we are to face an assault like that it is possible to expect that we will take more casualties. Our wounded, however, are cramped in the sickbay as it is. We are also running out of medicaments. Therefore, I suggest the following: tomorrow, with the strength of the third battalion, support of the recon company and chemical defence company we would break away to the "North" airport and medivac all our wounded out of here. Then, in our immediate proximity, we have the republican medical warehouse. Medicaments definitely wouldn't hurt to have at this stage. - This warehouse is for the local population only! - The moron moscvich gave off a remark. - We must never do that, it would set the locals against us! - Keep quiet, major, - cut him off Com-brig, - we've already given you an opportunity to speak up. This war has already set them against us. There is no way back. Mironov, continue. - I'm pretty much done here. If my plan is approved, I offer to personally head the convoy. Other than that we have to notify the battalions so that they ship their wounded over at the HQ as early as possible. We should be under way at about 9.30 and if everything goes according to my plan, we could be back by about 17.00, leaving us enough time to start on the medical warehouse. - What about the hotel "Kavkaz" and the Square? - I suggest, that during evacuation of the wounded, myself, or someone else, would contact our front command office and discuss all available options. If somebody is willing to take over the train station from us, the first and second battalions could easily bust the rag-heads out of the hotel. We can also give them the third battalion for support and clean up operations. If we could also move the self-propelled howitzers a bit closer, we might be able to complete the task within the previously mentioned time frame. Only if our friends from the "North" don't shell us again, as it has happened many times before, - I couldn't help myself and again kicked the HQ rep. The discussion of all "for" and "against" arguments of my plan took a while after that. In about half an hour, our CO approved it overall. He made a decision to personally head the convoy to the "North". He was also taking several officers with him: myself with Ryzhov, recon CO, medical CO, third battalion CO and Supplies XO. After brief calculation, it turned out we had one hundred and twenty-two wounded to transfer, including all from the battalions. Many of them refused to medivac. It's strange though, for them this war was over, they didn't chicken out or self-inflict their wounds, many of them were even about to be awarded medals, some could be discharged before their term after this. But even the badly wounded refused to be shipped out. Their COs yelled at them, some ordering, some trying to convince them to go. A lot of grunts were broken down crying, like they were unjustly punished or something. A few didn't want to go because of the soldiers' brotherhood, the real one not the imaginary kind. Some were frankly saying that their thirst for blood isn't quenched yet for their fallen comrades. Looking at their faces and their madly blazing eyes, you begin to understand that these men could easily give up their own lives for their comrades. No looking back, no bargaining with death or enemy, just stand in the path between the bullet and his comrade without making demands for rewards or medals. I asked myself a question that I haven't yet been able to answer, maybe that's what this superior spirit of the Russian Soldier is, that no army could ever break? Despite the fact, that every government in Russia hated and dreaded its own army, trying tirelessly to break its backbone, something that no enemy could ever do. But the Russian mahor, regardless of his superiors' scams, has always sunk his teeth into his enemy's throat, in spite of his furious resistance, avenging the deaths of his brothers, himself died but killing his foe. The death of one would cause desire for vengeance in the others and this would go on to the last soldier. The government, knowing this phenomena, periodically makes new opponents, because when the obvious enemies are dead, you, having tasted their blood, can't stop any more and start looking back. And if you did look back, you'd understand, my reader, that while you were fighting here, at someone's obscure order, life in your country calmly went on. Somebody even made a little fortune from this war, someone else transferred money overseas. But your comrade, whose mutilated body you were dragging out of the killing zone, under fire, yourself soaking in blood and sweat, he now receives a pension from the government, for both his legs that he lost out there, 300 rubles. When after the third toast, he'll grab your hand and, looking into your eyes, ask you in breaking voice: "why the hell did you pull me out of there, why?" You will feel sick and ashamed that you saved his life. This very act, that you were so proud of and maybe even rewarded, - will be the most shameful and bitter act of your life. Because your government sent you into this butchery and then, chucked you out, the still living ones as well as all the dead. It has bedamned and forgotten you. There was nothing there. All this was your paranoid hallucination caused by the posttraumatic syndrome and multiple concussions. But don't you worry. We'll fix you up in the mental home in about five years, come on in. Whatever remains of the army, we'll disperse and downsize, so that they don't tell anybody anything and debate our actions. Same as witnesses after a crime, they'll remove the military after each of their "salvaging operations". Like they did after Afghanistan, Germany, and so on. Because they knew for sure, the Army can turn around and see that the real enemy is right here in Moscow. Thus, when they throw you out or lock in a God forsaken garrison, you'd look back at your life and realise that the brightest, most memorable moments and impressions, the taste and price of life you experienced back there at some war. Your whole life will be now divided in two parts: "before" and "after" that war. Here you will be put before the choice, the infinite Russian question: "what do I do now?" You can try and live you life like everyone else, but you know that you won't get far. You can try and enter the police force. By the way, they are not ecstatic to see us there, they say we are all psychos. We can become contract killers, our familiar business and the money's good too. To kill, not as many people, not for some principles or vengeance but for money. Would you do it? Does it make you sick? Some go for it. There is a third path however - mercenary. It's true though you'd be fighting side by side with those you were shooting at not so long ago, but that's OK. Money doesn't smell and who knows, you might even like it and take vengeance on the locals for your fallen friend who used to be your enemy. All our wounded grunts knew it only too well. Some knew; some sensed it with their skins that all this is what a man lives for, and if they leave now, they would never again experience it. That's why they hung in to every opportunity to stay. To some their COs plainly lied, telling them that they are only going out there to accompany the column and would then come back here again. Some of them believed it while others wanted to believe, hoping that the convoy won't be able to break out and would have to return. Some grunts anticipated that before the medivac they would, for one last time, fight and send a few more true believers to see their Allah for themselves. They do like squalling "Allah akbar, Allah akbar", - so what? We too know that he's "akbar", but they, for some reason, don't rush to meet him. That's no good. Moreover, they are promised a heaven for the holy war with the kafirs. Therefore, we are actually doing them a favour, sending them to paradise, but they are resisting it like blind puppies. This night at the HQ was pretty much sleepless. All of us, Yurka, myself, Chief of Staff, recon CO and other officers were working on the details for the medivac convoy. We talked to all the neighbouring units, arranging the safe passage through their territory and interaction in case of an ambush. Mechanics were busy getting their vehicles ready for the transit and gunsmiths tried to adjust BMP-3s. There was enough work to go around for everybody. When all arrangements were made and all questions answered, only the HQ officers were left in the room. Now the head of the Operational Department initiated the meeting. We now were discussing our options for the Minutka Square complex assault. At first we said everything we had on our minds about the Allied Command and Moscow smart asses, but gradually we cooled down and the meeting went along a calm path. All of us came to the conclusion, that a head-on assault of the square would be a sure suicide. But first, we had to take the bridge over the Sunzha River overlooking the square. There, marching our men under the deadly close range fire, we could lose them all. This bridge was right in our path and could not possibly be avoided, unless we took a detour over half of the city. Suddenly, chief of the guards barged into the room. - Comrade Lieutenant Colonel, - he started anxiously, addressing our Chief of Staff, - the Moscow rep just left. - What? - San Sanych couldn't grasp it at first. - Got on to his BRDM, said that he was called in and left. - When? - About fifteen minutes ago. I called him on the radio, he says that he must be at the "North" before the sunrise. - What a moron? He'll die himself and lose his men. He should've been riding with the convoy tomorrow morning. Idiot, nutcase, - the head of the operational department, major Ozerov was furious. We all knew too well what that meant - riding alone, in the dark, through a besieged town on a light armoured APC. The end result is almost always same - be captured by the rag-heads or catch a bullet from your own. Every soldier knew that, not mentioning the officers. It can't be that this screwed in the head even considered that his rank would save him! Martial law in Grozny was in full swing, which meant that sometimes we couldn't even medivac our worst wounded to the better-equipped hospital at the "North". And now this bonehead, this pimple on our asses, endangering the lives of the grunts escorting him, just vanished into the night. Immediately we called on the "North" and told them about their knucklehead. It's likely he did it on impulse, trying to get to the Command HQ before any news from here could reach them, and report that we dared to openly debate orders of our superiors. He actually had the poor Semeonov's body with him too. There is just no peace for him. Forgive us, private. In the "North" they all went nuts. I can only imagine - an officer has gone missing. An officer, who knew about, maybe only parts of, but still, plans of the General Command. Moreover, the allied HQ staff member. Looks like Karpov actually knew quite a bit, because a search party was organised to look for him in the middle of the night. The radio traffic was red hot. All detachments were reporting that the BRDM with the rep has not yet passed through their roadblocks. Down here, we were prepared to face the music of future allegations that we deliberately sent him away in the middle of the night. Thus, instead of catching at least a tiny bit of sleep, we were busy making up reports that we were never here and there or never did this and that, and all that bullshit. God forbid for you to be accused of sabotage towards your superiors. You can make a wooden souvenir out of your opponent, but don't you dare giving looks to your COs. Well, there are many morons for us to face in this life. Although, we do, feel petty for the bastard. He's our blood, Russian. So could the grunts in his escort, get hurt for nothing. For some reason everyone was convinced that, if the units along his route keep silent, he is a goner. Probably a captive now, in the rag-heads' hands. God, let him be captured dead, otherwise, a lot of our plans would have to be changed. Sometime about eight in the morning we received information that the BRDM with Karpov drove into one of the OMON roadblocks that was set up right before the dusk. As we have predicted he tried to wave his rank into their faces. The OMON lads, of coarse, didn't give a shit about some General Command HQ together with their major Karpov. At first, they really mistook him for a spy. For the rest of the night they kept kicking the crap out of him and the grunts. Before the sunrise they put him before the firing squad a few times, hoping he makes a confession. A couple of times they even fired a few shots over his head. In the morning everything became clear. Airborne fellows arrived, threw a few punches around for their grunts, picked up knocked out Karpov and the remains of Semeonov's body and left for the "North". Karpov went back to Mozdok with the first available flight and from there probably to Moscow. It's likely he'll be awarded a medal of some sort and later would be, on TV or in his memoirs, recounting how he, alone, rode through half of the whole Chechnya, or something like that. Well, good luck to him. 4 At 8.00 in the morning we began loading our wounded onto cars and lining up the convoy. Earlier, clashing along the way, armoured vehicles from the first and second battalions broke through to us with their dead and wounded. Since there was not enough room in the yard for everyone, only the worst ones were loaded up there. The rest, who were relatively OK: in clear mind, were squashed into armoured trucks using stretchers, crutches and whatever else could be utilised. All who could fire weapons rode on top of APCs. Everyone knew well, that those inside armoured carriers would inevitably die in case of a direct grenade hit or a mine explosion. Thus, responsibility for them rested heavily on shoulders of those riding atop of the "armour". The convoy turned out bigger than expected. In all: fifteen APCs. Wheeled trucks were dropped in favour of the armoured APCs since even a rifle bullet could easily penetrate their cabs, not mentioning cumulative grenades and mines. Luckily (or may be not), a heavy fog came down on the city. The winter here sucks. It's cold but there is no snow; the mud is not even mud, but rather a thick layer of muck that just swallows your boots. To free them you have to apply loads of pressure and they come out with huge pieces of filthy sludge on them. Vehicles had the same problem. What will it be like here in spring? During the night, surface has been covered with a little crust of ice and thus, we thought we could try and slip away quietly and quickly, using the fog and frozen soil. Comms operators radioed every one of our neighbours and the "North" that our convoy is about to leave. One paradox was that all army units, regardless of the kind, have been using the same radio frequencies and call signs that they did when they came into Grozny. All of which meant that if you try to scan the radio traffic within the range of 3 to 30 MHz, during the day, you could easily find out where each unit is located and what exactly it is doing there. Moreover you would know the names of the unit's leader, radio operator and all sorts of other useful and not so useful information. By the way, our opponents were not much smarter, keeping their frequencies and call signs unchanged for weeks at a time. Well, we kind of, matched each other over there. Services of the radio traffic interception and disinformation of both sides were on top at all times. However, chechens had one unquestionable advantage - they could speak Russian and therefore deceive us; we, on the other hand, could not speak Chechen and thus were helpless trying to fool them. More often than not, during clashes as well as during the breaks between them, aborigines, having set up radio contact with our units, tried to make propaganda conversations and of coarse threats. Since the first clashes they started calling us "dogs". Another example would be the Train Station assault. Back then, "spooks" fooled our neighbouring artillery regiment, and the lads, thinking they had spoken to us, for about 30 minutes, were thoroughly shelling us. Unfortunately these cases were not unique. With time, through the system of codes and passwords, we slowly stopped walking into chechen traps. After many of our men have already been killed or injured. And no matter what, our brigade, and those units that worked together with us, kept using old frequencies and call signs, right to the very time of our withdrawal. Army stupidity. What can you do? Unfortunately it was everywhere. Any suggestions from the lower levels of the power pyramid were met with resentment. Considering all this, we knew for sure, that our convoy's departure was not only known to the General Command in the "North", but also wasn't a secret to half of the rebels in town. Nevertheless, even if it was a probable suicide, we stood by our decision. Without the proper medical attention, men could simply die out here; moreover, they tied everybody else's hands with their presence. They have become a burden and an extra target. Besides, considering our next objective, we had to free up room for future casualties. Thus, after a short hesitation, we turned our faiths over to the good fortune and started our journey. Our path lied along the streets of a demolished city that, with its ruins, rather depicted the old chronicles of Stalingrad half a century ago. Death watched us from every basement and every window. A sniper could be hiding in there or an RPG launcher. He could've gone to the same military college as us. Or may be fought with us side-by-side in Afghanistan, Angola or here in one of our country's hot spots. According to the well-developed tactics, the first and the last vehicles in the convoy are destroyed first. Then, the rest of the column is methodically eliminated. Reliable tactics. Very few ever escape. - Let's move! - The instruction came from our Com-brig. He rode on the second APC. Recon guys were riding on their two carriers in front of the convoy. For ten minutes everything was fine. In a couple of days after we arrived in Grozny, our General Command ordered us to clearly mark our vehicles. For example, our cars had letter "S" painted on their sides, meaning Sebirian Military District. A bitter taste suddenly appeared in my mouth, although, there was no nervous rush as yet. That will come later. I knew that, all of us did. We all experienced the same feelings all over again. Suddenly a popular song motive played in my mind: "I want so much to crash into this town!" Yep, that's right, I really do want that. Or better crash into Mozdok, where our General Command is, which in turn, was heading our directional command. Nobody really knew why the hell we needed them in the first place. They always wanted to control separate detachments, over their COs' heads, which always ended up badly for the latter.The most interesting part was that they, in Mozdok, enjoyed the same allowances as we had over here. There weren't many of them, but still, at least we earned them. For instance, one day here counted as three and we'd get paid double time when we came home; that's pretty much it. And you, my reader, thought that we would be enjoying all the privileges of soldiers in a war zone. Yeah, right! There is no war in Chechnya. All this is the fruit of your TV's rich imagination. Although occupied by these thoughts, I didn't forget to constantly look around. So much we've destroyed here and we'll destroy yet even more. Demolishing is not the same as building. I carefully looked at my grunts' faces. All covered in dust, burnt by local winds, parched by the gunpowder from frequent shooting and grenade explosions. I noticed a grunt, sitting at the back, in his burnt through tank crew uniform and patched up head. I looked at him again more carefully this time. Wow, this guy is one hell of a lucky bustard. He was a driver-mechanic with the surname of German or Jewish origin - Goldstein. We had people of all sorts of nationalities in our brigade including even uzbeks and tadzhiks. This tanker was driving his tank through the Grozny entrance and the infantry were taking cover behind it. Back then, no one of the grunts knew that you must walk <i>in front</i> of the tank and only then it will save you. Now they know. It was a very expensive learning curve. Since they were entering the town at night, this guy was driving in the position "on manoeuvre", sticking his head out of the hatchway.God knows why some sniper didn't snatch him. Others they picked on the fly, this one was just plain lucky. He was lucky again when a rocket slammed into his tank's right side. Goldstein was propelled out of the tank like a cork, about fifteen meters up high and landed on a tree branch. I thought he was gone. But he's alive, only patched up a little meaning everything else is intact. Probably had a bad concussion. I wouldn't worry: They'll fix him up quickly in his historical homeland. I can remember when the conscripts arrived six months ago, he was begging not to be assigned anywhere to do with secrets*. If it weren't for the Army, he'd be with his relatives by now. His parents have left already, but he was still finishing up his graduate university diploma and didn't complete it in time. In any case he'll be discharged now and would be treated like a human being for once. * AD. Until recently, Jews in Russia (or anybody else) could be refused travelling visa to leave the country if they served in the military units that looked after classified technology. It was of particular importance to Jews, rather that to any other nationality, as this was the time of their mass migration to Israel. In this case, the man was drafted in the Army, while his parents have already immigrated. Serving in the strategic forces, for example, could've held him back in Russia for three or more years after his discharge. End of comment. AD That artist, who was stuck with the second battalion, is also here with us, riding on the fifth carrier. He came over with the wounded Chief of Staff and their three injured grunts. Some snappy fellow he turned out to be. Everyone expected him to be untouchable and star-like, but he is actually an easygoing chap, having been stuck in the basement for three days, under constant fire and counterattacks, according to the witnesses, he didn't hide at all. He acted like a real man, even attending to the wounded. They didn't give him a weapon though - he's pretty shortsighted, God forbid for him to get hurt. Other than that, first class fellow. When the rag-heads offered the battalion to surrender, the grunts told them that Shevchuk was with them. The "spooks" didn't believe it at first. The grunts let them listen to him on the radio and chechens offered to let him out, even guaranteed his safe passage. He refused though. He also promised (and soon we found out that he actually kept his promise) to send wounded grunts to a hospital in Germany. Not only from our brigade but others too, paying for that from his own pocket and his friends'. He was purchasing them wheel chairs and artificial limbs without the usual hype. There was no reporters or news conferences. He organised everything nicely and quietly, like a man. The recon guys radioed that they were fired upon and are now full time engaged in a skirmish. Estimated opponents' force - about 20 guns. Nobody used "Shmels" so far, only personal launchers and rifles. We made our decision - press forward. Because of the fog we couldn't see our enemy, they too can't see us for sure, thus firing pretty much blindly. The Com-brig ordered to put up the smoke covers and we added black smoke to the fog, just like crude oil in a milk container. Coming close, our trucks fired their cannons at the reported positions. Then BMP-3s opened up from their machineguns. Finally, we too, like in a well-schooled orchestra, lined up with our rifles and grenades. Great panorama, I'd tell you. From the thick black cloud of smoke, about a kilometre wide, the spirts of tracers were gushing everywhere, grenades were flying, leaving smoking tails behind them. A scene, that could be worthy of an artist's effort. Emotions were running hight too. We couldn't know if our path was clear - may be a wall along the way collapsed by itself or somebody helped it. Or may be an antitank mine is hidden somewhere in the piles of trash. But there was no fear, in my mind or in the eyes of the grunts that surrounded me here. We all knew that if we fail, our wounded comrades would die. Our decision was to go to the end: to the death or victory. So far we were definitely lucky, the engines roared on high revs, adding their semi-processed fuel exhausts to the thick smoke cover. Although the convoy stretched along a wide area, Com-brig decided not to break it down into small mobile units but still carry on as one column. Going past this neighbourhood, we kept our speed as high as we could squeeze out of our darling APCs. Finally we cleared it, surprisingly enough, without any friendly fire accidents. Maybe the rag-heads retreated or for some other reason, but nobody was shooting at us any more or chasing us. But all of us knew that it was still too early to relax. We had to keep going and survive. Recognisance party ahead of us, radioed in that they reached first of our neighbouring roadblocks. That's better. Now the airborne units will walk us through their territory. They are OK soldiers, but not persistent enough and too cocky. They can't tenaciously assault the same target for a long time. They push furiously at first, but gradually, run out of steam. They act well as a supporting force, but on their own, of not much use. They have been trained to storm a structure, destroy it and get out of there. They are not prepared for these long and backbreaking battles. But our mahra is a different thing all together. In excruciating heat, rain or snowstorm, we'll carry on anywhere: in the arctic, deserts or swamps. We'll die but complete the objective. On the roadblock, airborne guys were waving us and smiled, showing their teeth on the same parched faces as ours. It was a delight to see that we are not alone here in this hostile land. Their com-bat promised to send a party to sweep the area where we were ambushed. In case they'd find spooks there, he'll register them as his kills, we, in turn, would write them down as ours, indicating the approximate number of the enemy infantry destroyed. Some funny guy at the "North" managed to calculate how many of the enemy we have knocked down here in Chechnya. Turned out that during the 10 days of fighting we have wiped out the entire Chechen population twice around. It's strange, it's only been 10 days, but seems like not less than six months. If you believe reports of the Red Army commanders during the Second World War, the army of the Wermacht was destroyed about 100 times. As for us, we don't have to free half of Europe this time, but according to the reports we are ahead of any army. Thus, my reader, listening to the news bulletins, multiply our losses by three and divide enemy losses by two, then, you'd have a more or less clear picture of what is going on. The airborne lads tried to offload their wounded onto us, but we could hardly squeeze our own asses on the "armour". Inside the vehicles our own wounded were piled up like logs. If they wanted to come with us, no problem, but they'd have to use their own trucks and their own escort. We won't be waiting for them either as every second is counting. What are you saying? We're bustards? Fine, we're bustards, but you still medivac your own men. We have neither the time nor desire to argue with you. We understand you perfectly. If we start arguing now, you might even convince us or prepare your own cars. You should've thought about it beforehand. You had all night for that. Cheers men, good-bye. No, don't bother trying. Where did you send us? OK, stand still, we'll be coming back, talk to you then. We watched our Com-brig talking to their com-bat. Of coarse we couldn't hear anything, but we could observe the gestures they were using in their conversation, thus reading who sent who and where. When they were done myself and the grunts cackled simultaneously. But no one dared to yell anything upsetting or make a gesture of that kind. We understood what position they were in, but your wounded you medivac yourself. We're all a bit foxy, like the Jews, enjoy solving our problems with somebody else's help, but not the problems of this magnitude. We cleared the airborne zone of responsibility and now entered the area where for about ten blocks we would be moving along the zone for which the spooks were responsible. And they were obviously controlling it. OK, mutherfuckers, we'll medivac our wounded and take care of you. Let's concentrate on the medivac for now. I raise my hand and the grunts start carefully watching surrounding us rubble. Talking, screaming or instructing makes no point - the roar, fumes and dust from the carriers in front of us are making any attempt bound for failure. If you open your mouth trying, it'll be crammed with turd. Another beauty of riding atop of APC is that it is shaking violently as it moves and if you relax your jaws for a second you can lose your teeth or bite your own tongue off. There was a gag that some dumb ass, not from our garrison of coarse, bit his tongue's tip off like that, but the corpsemen sewed it back. He was discharged afterwards. I've heard so many of these gags during my commission that I can write a book now. Especially I like that fact that nothing ever happens in our garrison, but our neighbours - are a constant mess. But they are of the exact same opinion about us. The grunt next to me shouted something, pointing his finger at the top floor of a building near by and firing his rifle in that direction. My reflexes kicked in at once. My rifle let off a few bursts before I consciously stopped and actually looked there. A pair of binoculars that lay on the window frame was blasted to pieces. If you want to live, you shoot first and then think and look. Everyone finds out this formula after his first gunfight. I'm yelling out and waving to stop the shooting. Gradually it fades out. I'm not angry at the grunt. In our line of business it's better to overcook than undercook. The carriers are speeding forward without slowing down. Recon party radios in to report they are again taking fire. This time from three directions simultaneously. Now, they are waiting for our approach, as they can't handle the clash on their own. Com-brig called the neighbours for assistance to try and hammer the rag-heads in the rear, meanwhile we are speeding ahead to help out our scouts. The last APCs in line have retarded a bit so that in case of an ambush we don't become completely trapped. As we approached the intersection, the avenue, where our recon party took their turn, was barricaded with bricks, two neighbouring streets were also blocked, and thus we are either to break through or to retreat. If we do decide to retreat, there is no insurance that we wouldn't walk into another trap. Com-brig has made his decision: break through. Ryzhov and myself both completely upheld his choice. Those who could fire weapons leapt off the "armour" and the carriers rolled back covering us. First, we wanted to push the spooks inside the block and then, under fire, try and dismantle the barricade. Hiding behind the piles of trash we shot back. Both sides exchanged fire furiously. Suddenly a grenade exploded somewhere close to me - pieces of a blasted grunt flipped into the air and landed 5 meters away from me with dull sound. In a couple of seconds another soldier died the same terrible death. In the heat of the gunfight I had no time to look who that was. Next to the second body, three other grunts were whirling on the asphalt, screaming with pain and pressing fingers against their wounds. Their coats were soaking in blood. We thought at first that somebody was using a launcher, but then another grunt shifted a brick and noticed an F-1 grenade, lying under a pile of rubbish without its safety pin. Now everything was clear. Smart sons of bitches the spooks turned out to be. They cleverly chose the spot for their ambush and also considered that we would dismount and confront them. Our future positions, imposed by them, they booby-trapped with hand-grenades. In a gunfight you have to move around a lot: tumble, spin and hide behind the rubble. That's where they placed these nice toys - F-1 grenades without safety pins. You shift the brick on top of it, its guard lever flies off and here you go, in 6 seconds it bursts. Shrapnel cover an area of about 200 meters. No one mine will have the same effect. Now we had to solve this dilemma -either pull back or try and counterattack to bust the rag-heads out of the apartment block. Not much choice. Neighbours radioed that they are on their way and called for air support. That is exactly what we don't want. A soldier has many enemies at war, but one of the biggest is his own air force. Doubtfully they'll ever get the rag-heads, but to drop a few bombs on their own positions is a done deal. That's why we asked our rushing reinforcements to call off the "sky raiders". They'll stuff it up anyway. Instructions to storm the building were passed along the chain. We also told the "boxes" to open up from everything they have, keep going like that for 10 minutes and then cease fire and wait for further instructions. Every grunt and officer has his personal first aid kit, which contains an ordinary set of medications, like painkillers, anti-radiation pills and the likes. There are also drinking water tablets that can be used in any water except the seawater. Drop it into a puddle if you like, it'll roil for a second or two and you can drink it now without fear of catching some disease. It'd have a chlorine stench though. Every detachment has so called anti-fear tablets. When soldiers are dog-tired and can't move their feet any more, not mentioning attacks, their will is paralysed. Then their CO gives the order to hand out these tablets. The grunts eat them, rest for a while and spring to their feet. No one knows where the strength comes from and where the fear goes. Now we didn't have those tablets as well as the need for them. After a few gunfights, where the spooks were prevailing in every aspect and every little thing we gained was paid for dearly in efforts and losses, now men were experienced and confident and the rag-heads were getting a decent response for once. They no longer bullied carelessly, doped and squalling something about their Allah. First time it's actually quite scary, charging like spellbound, unafraid of bullets. At last our carriers opened up. Cracking salvos of their cannons and machineguns, at first, muffled short barking bursts of BMP-3s, but they caught up quickly with the old well-proven two-s. We also didn't fall behind with our rifles and launchers. APCs hit hard for ten minutes and then stopped as was agreed. The high pitched ding from the shooting was still in our ears, but now we had to attack. Our opponents had a lot more problems with their sense of dimension. Our shells were bursting in their tight nests, causing them to go crazy with terror. They were also still in awe from the air strikes. Now was the right time for the final move. This time nobody raised the grunts off the ground with his own example, like it used to be here during the first days. Every one of them sprung up by himself, some with the ancient "hoorah" other just yelling out from fear and excess of adrenalin, all were running ahead like one. When you plunge into attack like this, something medieval wakes up inside you. It seems you are watching yourself from aside, observing the gunfight, noticing every little thing. May be the common grudge and fear at this moment bear this collective ability? While we were clearing the open space of about 100 meters, we were met with rare and disorganised gunfire. No one of our men was hit, but the grunts, on the run and from the waist, were discharging long bursts at the broken windows where the deadly gush of lead was coming from. At last we crash into the doorway of this once apartment block, others are storming the remaining four entrances of the "khruschevka". Human reflexes are such that you always notice what's on your right-hand side first and then move to the left. Spooks made a good use of this fact and when we barged into a block they always stood to the left of the entrance. While we were automatically checking out everything on the right-hand side, they had a few seconds to shoot us in the back. Some time has passed before we learnt to toss a hand-grenade before walking inside and looked first to the left of the doorway. The sunlight started to break through the fog but here inside the building it was still dark from the shooting. Dust, mixed with gunpowder and some other chemicals hung in the air, abstracting the view. Together with some fifteen grunts we ran into the block. I glanced at the grunts with my side-vision. Looks like there are no cowards amongst them. All experienced. Two flats on the first floor, meaning that we should expect the same structure further up. Three grunts took guard on the staircase between the first and second floors, covering us from possible attacks from above. The rest are fetching safety pins from their hand-grenades. "Ready". Nocking down the door, it's not even locked but blasted by explosions, barely hanging off the frame. Our boots ram it down completely this time. I yell out: "Let's go!!!" We move out from the doorways, hiding behind the concrete walls. In three flats, grenades detonated almost simultaneously, probably about eight of them. My head feels like a church bell, smoke and dust is coming out of the blasted doorways. Move, move and don't stop now. Checking left, now right. Tonnes of dust in the air, can't see shit. Squeezing off two long bursts from the waist. We don't need no prisoners, not enough food for ourselves. Move! Move! Kitchen: nobody there; bathroom: the door is slightly open, screw it, another two bursts from the waist, the bathtub could be a nice hide from the shrapnel. I node to the grunt next to me, covering my rear. He jerks the door open and I pull the trigger slowly moving my rifle's barrel sidewards. It is convulsing in my arms like a living organism and flushing the bathtub with a deadly flow. The smashed off pieces from the tub are flipping in the air. Meanwhile other grunts are firing into next rooms dark with dust and smoke. Built-in wardrobes and shelves are also checked thoroughly. That's all with this two bedroom flat. Let's move on to the upper floors. The grunts guarding the staircase, indicate that they have just spotted some movement in one of the second floor apartments. Other grunts come out of their flats and join us. Those who guarded the staircase move up one more floor. I don't have to give out any instructions here, every grunt knows his manoeuvre too well. No need to yell at anybody. All of us work together like a well-tuned mechanism. Everyone covers everybody else's back. We repeat the same process on the second floor. We barge into the room tripping on a dead body ripped apart from a grenade explosion. That one's cooked. Moving along. There's nobody here. Three more levels to go, rooftop and the basement. Move! Move! Grunts report they discovered two more stiffs in the neighbouring flat. Screw them. Moving along. I look at my watch: it took us seven minutes to check two floors, we have to speed this whole thing up. On the third floor, when we knock the doors down, somebody inside the flat yells out without accent: "Don't shoot, don't shoot!" I raise my fist. Grunts hold back. I shout: "Come out slowly, hands behind your head". Wauling, a filthy chap is coming out, bristling with hand-grenades and a chechen knife (dagger welded together with stiletto), looks Russian. Smearing dirty tears on his face and weeping he's squalling that he was just drafted, he's just an ordinary con and nothing else, never killed anyone of ours. I notice some five personal dog-tags hanging around his neck. Earlier, they were only given out to officers, now, since we arrived in Chechnya, everyone gets a set. It looks like a little metal plate shaped like oval, about five santimeters in length and three wide. Along its length the plate is broken in two parts, upper part has "VS SSSR" stamped on it, the lower one has a letter and a six-digit code. Every soldier has his own code. The plate is cast from a stainless alloy. First they started using these plates after an experimental rocket fell down onto some committee and burnt it completely. At war every soldier wears it, jut like American GIs, except they also have their names and blood type printed there. I noticed that this "ordinary con" wore these dog-tags around his neck. There were a lot of scumbags bumming around Chechnya, which were surely due for jail time in Russia. Here they were like brothers to the local bandits. As locals told us, to prove their loyalty they tortured soldiers even worse than the chechens themselves. I grabbed him by the dog-tag chains, coiled them onto my fist and twitched the shaking con towards me. Grunts knew well what was going to follow. Some spooks collected personal numbers of soldiers they have killed. - What is this, asshole? - I asked him and kept pulling the chains. - I found them, I swear. I didn't kill nobody. They forced me to, - he squalled weeping. I shoved my rifle in his chest and pulled the trigger. Bullets ripped it open smearing my pants with his blood. The body jerked backwards, the neck snapped but it was still hanging by the dog-tag chains. It seemed the souls of the dead soldiers wouldn't let their murderer go free. Barrel still stuck in the con's chest I asked the grunt next to me: - Cut the chains, will you. He stripped the knife from the dead con and sliced the chains with one quick move. The no longer hanging body dropped to the ground with a thud. Grunt reached his hand out with the dagger offering it to me. I shook my head and he stashed it in his boot. I rose, put the dog-tags into one of my pockets and gave an order: - Get your hand-grenades ready and let's move. Again explosions roared and we barged inside other flats. There we found five more dead bodies. Without any further ado we squeezed off a few bursts into each one of them just in case. One of the "deceased" suddenly came alive and tried to draw his rifle - cross fire coming from three directions simultaneously nearly chopped him to pieces. All of a sudden we heard a grenade explosion and a rifle burst. We quickly finished off checking the apartment and popped outside. The gunfight there was in full swing. Rag-heads from the upper floors were attempting to break through to downstairs. Three grunts were keeping them up there; two more soldiers, covering the basement entrance, hustled up to help them. We too quickly got into the skirmish. Here on the narrow staircases we were too crowded. To add to the confusion, spooks started throwing hand-grenades down. Huddled down here together we couldn't possibly hide from them. Thank God, the morons threw them at the very moment they were pulling safety pins out, thus giving us time to push them away onto the lower floors. We also returned fire as best as we could. Two of the grunts were blasting off grenades from their under-barrels, the other four spraying the spooks from their rifles, keeping them at bay. Meanwhile something blew up there with a terrible boom. Ceiling collapsed in one of the kitchens on the third floor. Five grunts quickly dived into the breach and now the gunfight shifted to the fourth level. Coming up, from the point blank range, we wasted the rag-heads in the back. We were afraid of coarse to waist our own grunts, but this time we were lucky. After the clean up, twelve more bodies were left up on the fourth floor. Not bad at all, if according to the Regulation the ratio should be one defender to three or four members of the assaulting team. On the fifth floor nobody greeted us except for two dead bodies. With caution with we came up the roof. There is nobody there too, meaning that we are the first ones up here and have to help out other storm groups in the neighbouring blocks. I split my men, myself choosing the block Ryzhov went into. Walking on the roof we could here the gunfire in every block. Carefully we are opening the hatchway. Judging from the noise, the shootout is in between the first and second floors. We are starting the clean up from the fifth floor down. Voices and gunfire are coming from the two-bedroom flat, apparently the shooting comes from the inside. OK, assholes, let's roll. Hand-grenades at stand-by, at the nod of my head, the door is smashed open, we throw the grenades in and take cover. Burst; move, move; one of the grunts stays here guarding the staircase, I turn left: burst into an empty corner and burst dead ahead. The grunt on my right already checked the right hand side discharging a burst into the right corner. We finish off two wounded by the window. Next to them lies an RPG-7 rocket grenade launcher, fine toy. We take the launcher and the seven remaining rounds for it with us. Downstairs, the spooks apparently realised what happened and doubled their efforts attempting to fight their way out of the trap. Our grunts on the other side also figured that the help is near and pressed with renewed energy. We came down to the forth floor. Shooting off the doors and tossing in grenades. In two flats we discover a few more of the rag-heads' stiffs. No idea whose job that was, someone else's or ours, but what does it matter anyway. Move, move, downstairs, tempo, tempo. Hold on fellows, we're close. The spooks disparately tried to move upstairs and blow us off. No way, I'm yelling out: - Yurka, stay down, I'll meet them up here. We hear the treading and fire from the RPG and the under-barrels, ducking behind the concrete to cover from shrapnel. One of the grunts screams with pain. A shrapnel piece ricocheted in his arm. Two men stayed behind to give him first aid. The remaining grunts and myself fire into the dense blur of smoke and dust after the explosion. No one is shooting back. - Slava, don't shoot, we're coming up. - Let's move, boys, slowly. May be some son of a bitch is still there, - I yell to my grunts. We're slowly moving downstairs, ready to open up at even a slightest suspicion of movement. On the staircase between the forth and the third floors we stumble on the torn apart bodies of our resent foe. The BDUs on some are still burning. Nostrils are tingling from the stench of parched human flesh, cotton and something else, terribly stinky. I'm labouring not to vomit. Suddenly, from the dark, grunts' faces are emerging from the downstairs. We're all happy and hugging. - Still alive, demon? - We couldn't get enough of each other, like lovers after a long break-up. - How did we bust the shitheads, ha? Hammered the crap out of them! - Yurka was wound up. Despite the cold, everybody was steaming hot. - I grabbed some scumbag back in there. Squalled he was just a con, but had dog-tags dangling round his neck. Here they are, - I pulled a bunch of dog-tags out of my pocket, - I sent him off to meet his victims. - You did the right thing. They dug in well in here. With machinegun and all. Not even one approach. But thanks to you - OK, let's go. You owe me a drink. - I fetched a packet of cigarettes, my home ones, "TU-134", the sniper's smokes were long gone. It's a petty, they were really nice, - have some, the NATO threat. Happily chatting this way, though still in the heat of the gunfight, we walked out on the street. Following us, grunts helped my wounded lad out. He walks by himself though, his arm patched tightly, meaning that he'll live. Out here, the clash was also over. Apparently, the spooks retreated from their other positions, realising that we would've taken care of them too if they hadn't. The barricade was also nearly dismantled. From that direction our neighbours were coming up. - Slava, look. What the hell is that? - The approaching grunts had some tanks, they wore like backpacks, carrying metal pipes in their hands attached to the tanks by rubber hoses. - I think it's flame-throwers. I've never seen them live, but heard that some units got them off the emergency reserves and dragged them over here. Probably a marvellous tool. Meanwhile all our grunts left the building and the newly arrived soldiers, with jokes, approached the basement windows and having tossed a pair of hand-grenades in there first, started pouring from their backpack-type flamethrowers, which these devices did turn out to be. Bravo. Streams of flame, human hand sized and about 10 meters in length, widening as they left the pipes were flowing into the basements. At once we felt the stench of burnt kerosene and something else of the kind. - First class gadget. I wish we had more of them. We'd smoke the snakes out for sure. We should throw the idea at our commander to ask for them in the "North". Since they are sending us to storm "The Minutka", might as well give us these, - I said, watching with admiration as grunts having finished off our building are preparing to fry some other structure. - I've heard, in Afghan, there was a flame-throwing tank, but turned out useless in the mountains and was taken off the production line, - Yura said climbing our APC. - Such morons, ha? They could've figured that we'd have to take towns at some stage instead of clashing in the mountains or in the open all the time. Bloody Moskovites; what can you possibly get from them, except a urine sample, and that one will be hopeless too, - I spewed and tried to settle comfortably on top of the "armour". - Attention! All ready?- Then the order came through, - Move! On the march! As we set off, APC underneath me jerked sharply trying to shake us off the "armour", but clinging to each other and to every extending part on the APC's surface, we held on. Internal forces are lucky in that respect: they have the BTR-80s. Very smooth piece of machinery, moving fast and soft. We, on the other hand, have bulldozers. As we approached the flame-throwers' roadblock, we again greeted each other shouting. The rest of the journey was pretty uneventful, although we were prepared for any surprise. Now first outposts and roadblocks of the "North" airport were coming into view along the way. Whole regiment guarded the airport. When rumours came that spooks planned to assault it, another airborne battalion was fetched to help the defences. - One battle is over and another one begins, the longer and harder one and more important too, - I said to Yura. The mood was changing from the merry, since we came back all OK, to more grim and serious. We had to attend the briefing with the High Command representatives. The latter were itching to send us to our deaths. 5 - Regardless of the briefing's outcome I'll drink myself stupid tonight, - my good mood was totally gone by now and I was grimly watching the airport sentry. They have already managed to wash up and some even changed into brand spanking new BDUs. I looked at my blood-splattered pants, my filthy coat, burnt and even twice shot through by shrapnel. In peace life, a first police patrol would pick me up for sure dressed like this. A total tramp. - I agree Slavian, we should get wasted today. Moreover, I owe you one, - Yurka, on the contrary, was in a fabulous mood. - Where are you planning to get the liqueur? From under the bench? - I and Ryzhov, before the Grozny campaign, chipped in and bought three boxes of Vodka as well as seven litres of pure ethanol that I swapped for a camouflage set from the comms operators in commemoration of our old friendship. Thus, I would be very surprised if he found alcohol in any other place. - Where else? Spooks closed their stashes and our Voentorg never comes out beyond the "North" - Listen, near the field hospital, there is a Voentorg trading spot. Let's try to get some beer down there (fallen off the truck of coarse). What do you think? - Beer was a terrible temptation. Right now, right here, I even imagined its tight, bubbly, cool flow streaming down my throat and heavily bumping against my stomach walls on its way down. And I would drink it right from the bottle, no glasses, hate them. May be it's my unfit family upbringing, but I just like it like that and there is nothing I can do about it. - Good idea. We've got about twenty minutes, while they are offloading the wounded. The problem is if they actually have beer and if we've got enough dough? - He said, dumping everything from his pockets, including the useless here money and counted it. - I've got some more, - said I, pulling out some crumpled paper nodes, - get cigarettes too, preferably something nice. - Like a rich life, don't you? - Ryzhov sneered. - Yeah, rich life, sure. When right before your eyes people live like moguls, - I looked at "the royal court" regiment's HQ with a sigh. - Wait until we walk into the hospital with all its women, - Yurka was clearly tormenting me. - I'd either rape ten of them at once or put a bullet in my head. The hospital was situated in the airport's left wing, in the ex-restaurant building. Rumours had it that this restaurant used to belong to some relative of Dudaev's. Along the way we met some doctors and actually female nurses. At war, any woman is a goddess.It's not just about sexual deprivation. Looking or simply talking to them you don't harden up as fast. That thin wire that connects you back to the "normal" life doesn't break as quickly. We have no women in our brigade, maybe that's probably why we are so drawn to them. But first desire, of coarse, is purely sexual. Why don't we have mobile brothels with us? In the past wars were gradual and rigidly positioned. People had respect for their opponent. They had fine moving canteens, mobile brothels, champagne and whites. How times have changed? Not for the better, if you ask me, although, medical science is definitely on top. So far none of the incoming wounded here has died. - We're home! - Com-brig first leapt off his carrier. Everybody else followed him, warming up their numb legs and bums. Surgeons and nurses ran over and started offloading our wounded and dead. The latter are to be placed in wooden and then in zinc coffins, soldered in, meshed, to make it more comfortable to carry, and sent home to their parents as "Cargo-200". With the coffins, parents will also receive death notifications and thanking notes for their sons' wonderful upbringing. That's about it. After the funerals they'll have commemorative salvo fired into the air in their honour, with dummy rounds, by military college students or young soldiers. Both types are potential candidates for the same "elegant" burial in the nearest future. The God of War demands new sacrifices and opposing sides supply them in full. Then parents or wife of the dead soldier will be paid ten-year salary: the whole five million rubles. During the next six-month they'll have visitors and after that, as it is customary, they'll be left to themselves. When mother or wife comes to the authorities for help (no matter which, military or civilian), first, they'll nicely talk to her and then tell her that there is no money or prospects for help at this stage. And if she persists, they'd state the following: we, personally, did not send your son (or husband) to this war. Go ask for help those who did and please do not come here again because people who sent your son to his death must've forgotten to allocate money for your pension, your licking roof, telephone and so on. You can, my reader, complain all you want; there will be nothing done. The power hungry would say about you: "This is that woman who lost her son (or husband) in that war". That will be said jokingly, so that you weep, my reader, and run away never to come back here again. Even if they throw something at you for the New Years Eve or The Army Day. Now think if it's worth sending your son into that butchery because of some sick old Head Commander. Think well. By the way, during the Chechen campaign, he had a grandson of the drafting age, but for some reason, I have never seen him there, even on civilian visits. Meanwhile our wounded were being offloaded and carried into the hospital rooms. We followed them. Nobody was paying any attention to us. Ryzhov and I were staring at the women. No point in flirting anyway, they have already been shared and allocated long ago. Our appearances also didn't help. We were searching for the semi-legal Voentorg trading spot or any local crook that can sell us liqueur and cigarettes. History of the war shows that there have always been some niggling criminals who make money reselling small wanted goods. Nothing really law-breaking, on the contrary, they are doing more good supplying men with those little things from the "normal" life that they are deprived of. The problem is money. For some it's war, for others it's their darling mother. May be that is what it should be? No, I don't think so; my upbringing and poor life experience wouldn't let me do this. We were hanging around the hospital asking grunts where we could get some beer and cigarettes. But since this was a medivac hospital, as a rule, soldiers never stayed here for longer than a day and thus knew nothing. But suddenly we noticed a corporal, with a mug, wider than two of ours put together. He wore new camouflage fatigues and standing next to the window was leisurely puffing a ciggi. That mug expressed vanity and self-indulgence. It seemed nothing around concerned him. He did not look wounded at all. I pushed Yurka in the ribs when he was flat out staring at a nurse rushing to attend to some matter and fortunate enough to walk past us. Judging by the hungry expression on his face, he's already raped her about ten times and kept going. - OK, that's enough. We are here with a peacekeeping mission. Remember? You better look at that panorama, - I showed him the mighty worrier, - I think his body can be used to plug ten machinegun nests at the same time. It seems he represents the whole might of Russia's armed forces. What do you think Yura? I deliberately talked in loud voice for the grunt to hear us. Yurka read my plot and kept going. - Yeah man. You're right. We lack lads like this one in the recon unit. They need some kind of human shield. Or better yet in the storm group, pulling wounded out of the killing zone. The soldier slowly moved his eyes onto us without even turning his head. We didn't wear any insignia, like many other officers. Snipers have this bad habit of picking officers first. Some kind of sad hatred they have for us. Well, everyone has his own thing and for them it's professional and even well paid. - Sonny, - politely and smoothly started Yura, - what would you say if we invited you down for a visit, so that you, prick, could see the war for yourself? Otherwise, you'll just come home with a metal thingy on your chest, having actually never seen it. All of this Yurka was telling quietly, thus passing surgeons didn't even pay attention to us. Some fellow soldiers are standing here, chatting peacefully, no trouble. - Get stuffed, - the grunt mumbled leisurely without his head even moving. There was so much scorn in his voice that it made me sick. Momentarily the grudge inside me was alive. I know that in moments like this I exercise very little control and can do a lot of stupid things, but the thoughts come to me later. - Turn around, scum, when a line officer is talking to you, and apologise immediately, - I too tried to keep my voice down, but the words were boiling inside. No one soldier ever dared to insult me, no matter what state they were in. In my being a green lieutenant I had to calm down a drunken sentry once. And here, this supply sergeant piece of shit dared to offend two of us. The fat skunk turned his head and jokingly stared at us in silence, with his appearance obviously laughing at us. Both of us figured that words here were useless and we had to act. There was a niche near by, where hospital personnel kept their cleaning gear. From two sides simultaneously, we fast picked up the young man under his arms and shoved him into the dark and humid closet. At once I grabbed him by the throat to keep him from screaming and Yurka thrust his rifle in the guy's belly and pressed it real hard. Even in this meagre lighting we could see that the lad went pale. His eyes were popping out and screams were bursting out of his throat, but I was holding them tight in there, squeezing his throat stiffer, only allowing him to breath. I leaned over to his ear and whispered: - I will now let go my hand a little, if you, scumbag, promise to be a good boy and give us your apologies quietly. Beer and cigarettes too, I'm sure you've got some. If you agree, blink once, if not, I'll just strangle you right here and my friend will shoot your balls off. I'm sure no one would care, we'll write you off as a battle loss. And if you try to move a muscle, we'll keep our promise with the neck and balls. Or we can load you up on the truck and exchange with the rag-heads for beer and cigarettes. Besides, you freak, we are offering you the same deal anyway. Get it, asshole? - I squeezed his throat harder and Yurka pushed his AK a little more in. The grunt's eyelashes were flipping like butterflies near a light bulb: - I'm sorry, please forgive me, sirs my mistake I promise won't happen again, I'm giving you my word, - tears were falling down his face but I kept my grip on his fat throat. - What about the second part? - Asked Yurka, hinting at the beer and cigarettes. - No problem, right away, - The soldier hustled up and reached his hands somewhere behind his head and produced a six-pack of "Holsten" and a pack of "LM" or as we called it - "Cop's love". At last, we let the punk breath freely. I slapped him leniently on his cheek, pulled crumpled five thousand rubles from my pocket and shoved it in the weeping grunt's hand: - Do not ever be rude, young men, and maybe you'll even live through all this. There is the money for your goods, so that you don't tell anybody that we are thugs. By the way, lend us a few bags for the groceries, will you? The grunt turned around and again in the dark started searching for something in the buckets. Nice hide he's got here. Something banged inside buckets, something metal, like a pistol. Is he really planning a trick? I drew my rifle and pressed it hard against the junction of his scull and backbone. There is pain spot there and if you hit it, a person can collapse unconscious. In a moment Yurka too thrust his rifle against the man's kidneys. - Sonny, stop this, - I again spoke in a smooth voice, - or you, scumbag, decided to die like a hero. If that's the case, then go ahead, try. With my left hand I fetched my narrow stiletto and set it on his throat. Cold blade, for some reason produced more result than my Kalashnikov. Something metal banged in there again, he must've dropped it back in the bucket. Removing the stiletto I jerked him towards me and pressed the barrel under his chin. The grunt put his hands up, and his left one he was holding a bag off some equipment. With my left hand I searched behind his head and found a pistol. Wow! Makarov with a silencer! Bravo! Probably swiped it from some wounded scout or a Special Forces guy. I punched him in the nose with the pistol grip. He fell on the floor in a rumpled heap. We left him there, picked up our bags and walked away. Out on the street, the unloading was almost over and the Com-brig was gathering up our officers to go to the briefing. We stashed the bags inside our APC and told the driver that if we come back and they're gone he'll be castrated and left out here to die. The grunt nodded and carried on undressing passing women with his eyes. Walking behind our CO, we were slowly puffing good cigarettes and discussing our arguments against the head-on frontal assault of the bloody square. - Let's do this: first - airforce, then artillery, tanks, rockets and after they're all done, mahra goes in, what do you reckon? - Asked Yurka, enjoying his cigarette and observing all the almost peaceful life around here. - And better yet: napalm bombs, so that everything would burn alive and loud disco music for the spooks to sacrifice their lives to Allah with happy thoughts, - I was experiencing peace of mind and almost sexual satisfaction from the surrounding atmosphere and my cigarette. How little do we actually need? Good smoke, tranquillity and women walking past. Suddenly, we saw an officer whose face we instantly recognised. We were taking the airport together. His regiment was then left here to guard it. Lucky bustards. - Yura, Slava, you're alive! What a delight! We've heard about your deeds here and about Karpov too. We thought you guys wasted him, but all was then cleared. He's surely an idiot. He is to receive The Order of Fortitude. - So, you thought we killed the mother? - No, not really, but here everybody knows he is a rat. Yurka and I cackled loudly: - Sasha, we saw him for the first time and gave him exactly that nickname. Rat is rat. You better tell what the HQ has in store for the Minutka Square and us. - Fellows, listen to this: marines and some airborne units tried to take it on the fly, then lost about thirty men and backed off. Now is your turn. - Get out of here! - Yeah, that freaking peacemaker is there too. Radios to us all the time with statements. Listen to the joke: he's up there, inside one of the Dudaev's bunkers with his delegation committee and everybody has just forgotten about them. No food, no water, no nothing. They start to wander what to do. Suddenly he makes a suggestion: "Let's all convert to Islam". His friends ask him: "Would it help?" He says: "Not really, but we could make a soup out of the shreds!" -Sashka cracked up. We grinned at his joke and the news. - Guys, I work here in supplies now, come on over at some stage. Now I've got to run; somebody beat the shit out one of the grunts in the hospital. With our jaws dropped from surprise about Sashka's new appointment, we picked up our pace to catch up with the rest of our group. We cared not for the hospital grunt's health. I bet his skull is fine. Nosebleed is nothing, probably tripped over something in the dark. Could anybody possibly punch such a wonderful young lad? I don't think so. As for the officers: he must've dreamt them while splayed out dazed. With his excess weight and high blood pressure it all could've been much worse. He must go on a strict diet, dear doctors. Or better yet, give him to us for a week. You won't recognise the fellow then. Some officer came out and said that General Rolin is busy at this stage and will be free to meet with us in about ten to twenty minutes. They are on the telephone with the Defence Minister. Fine, let them talk. I'm pretty sure, nothing good will come out of that conversation. Meanwhile our Com-brig left to radio the brigade's HQ to see how they are hanging. We saw Sashka returning and called him: - How is the busted up grunt, Sasha? - He's telling some bullshit that two officers beat him up. He wet his pants while unconscious. His description, - he stared at us with suspicion, - sounds like you two. - Sashok, you don't seriously think that we could bust up the soldier. Personally, I only squeeze throats, - I started. - And I usually shoot nuts off. You know us too well, - supported me Yurka. We gazed at him upset, as to demand that all accusations be dropped at once. - I sure do. Mad cranks. I've seen a lot of you two. You wouldn't care, for yourselves or for anybody else. So, did you bust him? - Sasha, - I again spoke in the smooth voice, half-hugging him, - my dear man. Please explain to us, as you have put it, "mad cranks", what for did you run back to the hospital? We never noticed anything merciful about you. Even when we brought over our casualties, you, apparently, were so busy, that had totally forgotten to come and greet your friends. - Which, by the way, came to your rescue when the ragheads pinned you down badly at the edge of the airfield, - continued Yurka, - and (somehow I don't feel comfortable reminding you this) you swore by all saints that you will never forget about your saviours. - And now, my dear friend, you are about to sell off your guarding angels like bad meat at a discount price. - I picked up from Yura. - We, on the contrary, never even mentioned the fact that your lad was dropping liqueur at sky-high prices, and, son of a bitch, even tried to threaten us with a pistol. So, Alexander? I reckon your guy just hit his mug against something, a? - What did you do him for? - He told me bluntly to get stuffed, and didn't apologise. Get that. - I'll teach the bustard manners. - Sasha, since we have found common ground, I could now make you an offer to get us some of that humanitarian aid. - But you've snapped it already. - Shameless lies, false allegations and groundless attacks, - Yurka stated with style, - we never stole anything, we bought it for five bucks. Or five thousand rubles. It was dark in there, rubles or dollars, all in the same pocket. Is that true Slava? - It's the truth. I've paid him off myself. I reckon that your sidekick is trying to hide some of that illegally made profit from you. By the way, we only bought one piddling six-pack of itsy-bitsy beer cans, you know, and a pack of cigarettes, and you, after all this, refuse to gear us up properly. - Just imagine, - Yura was unstoppable, - if we were killed in action (God forbid of course) you would naturally be sad. Because you never gave us three sticks of good salami, Vodka of the well-known Moscow brand "Crystal", a few bottles of good cognac, surely some cheese for it and a few more bits and pieces. And we will visit you in your dreams reaching our hands out to you and yell, - we started grabbing him like vampires, - "you, cheap bastard!" - Yeah, Sasha, - I interrupted, - I might survive without a pair of beer packs and good cigarettes, but it would be nice of you to throw in some dry fish for the beer and - That's enough. Please give me some water, ma'am, cause I'm so hungry and have no roof for tonight, - Sasha copycatted us. - If you two hadn't saved my life, you would've been eating free food in the brick by now. - That's why, during that gunfight I said to Slava: "Hey, look at that officer dying there for nothing. Let's save him and he, when highly appointed, will be feeding us for the rest of the war." Slava, confirm please. - God, strike me by lightning if it's not true. Hey, that would be cool, for a week or two, to rest up in the brick. Food three times a day, clean sheets, steam-room. - I closed my eyes stargazing. - Nirvana! Sasha, could you send us to that prison of yours and your scumbag will change his confession in exactly two weeks from now. Let's say he mistook us for somebody else and they'll let us free. By then the war could too be over. Think about it Sasha. I'll buy you a drink for that. - You're naturally delirious. Spooks don't call you "dogs" for nothing. You are obviously mad and dangerous. - We are about to go and see our Commander in Chief now, listen to him trying to talk us into the Minutka assault. So, I'm thinking to suggest that he takes his own regiment off the airport guard duty and throw it at the Square. Meanwhile we would pull security here. Then, after you guys take the Square, we might move on. How about that, Sash? By the way, have you tasted all the girls around here? - No, they are all taken. No chance. - Don't be stingy and give us one. We'll return her, don't you worry! - You are mad, mad I tell you! A deputy assistant emerged from the HQ and called us in. - Sasha, we'll be there for about forty minutes, so, don't forget that humanitarian aid, we talked about or we'll come to you in your dreams. Tell your lad that if he's ever rude to us again, he won't get off this easily. Wait for us and we'll be back, you'll see, -- I cited a line off a well-known poem. - And dear, don't forget the beer, the rest is a must. Yura even blew him a kiss. - We'll meet again, darling! Sashka, spewed aside, clearly showing his attitude towards our giddy behaviour. Passing grunts were watching this whole scene with surprise. We walked into the airport tailing the rest of the group, hurriedly finishing off our cigarettes and chucking off the butts. At war we usually smoke, concealing cigarette in the fist. That way sniper wouldn't see the flash. This habit worked around the clock, night and day. It makes cense like this. If your habits are different throughout the day, it is easy to make that one fatal mistake. All of us walked into the boardroom where we met the Commander in Chief, General Rolin and our general Zaharin. In the past his surname was of Armenian origin, but after the fall of the Union it was suggested to him that he change it. That's how he turned from Avakian to Zaharin (his wife's surname). Sandbags plugged all windows in the meeting room. The poor light didn't reach the corners where all people looked like shadows: Comms officers, deputies and the rest of the General's aid as well as a few of those who couldn't miss the opportunity to kiss his ass. - Please be seated, gentlemen, - Rolin rose and shook Bahel's hand then simply nodded to the rest of us. - I have just spoken to the Defence Minister Grachin. At the high level, - Rolin emphasised the words "high level", - we came to the decision to assault the Minutka Square structure. I was appointed head of the operation and you would be carrying out this complex and demanding task. At the end of the speech his voice turned exultant. I wonder if he and Karpov had the same teacher in the academy, although, he's not from Moscow. Hell knows "who is who" in their HQ. - Our operative group, together with the General Headquarters, has devised a plan, which was successfully signed off by the Defence Minister. General Zaharin has just familiarised himself with it. I'm also asking you to listen carefully here. Correct completion of this task will allow us to eliminate the rebel forces, led by Dudaev, in the shortest possible time. They are all now concentrated in the Government Bank Building and in the so-called Dudaev's Palace, - he pointed his finger at the map laid out on the table. (Judging from the expression on Zaharin's face, he was not overly impressed by this plan), - The rest of the buildings, around the assaulted area, are not important and of not particular interest to us. It was amazing that a military officer, planning such a blood bath, treated structures surrounding the assault area with such neglect. Obviously, the rebels would defend those houses not mentioning the two bridges, which are for sure fortified and densely mined. In the Army, we've got three objectives: immediate, next and major. We always start at the immediate one, then, come to the next and after that arrive at the main. If people start with the main target, moreover, mentioning names such as Dudaev's, that is politics. Politics means death to soldiers. Because these morons never think of people's lives and consequences, all they're interested in is the result and the timeframe, regardless of the cost. Jesuitical axiom. We all stared hard at the map. It turns out that we had to cross both bridges in almost parade style. What if we didn't make it over? Or only parts of the assaulting force would cross. The spooks will for sure blow up the bridges. What's then? Then, those who did make it across, the quicker ones, ragheads will slaughter like sheep before our own eyes. No one of us liked this adventure. We are professional soldiers and learnt to risk our own lives and lives of our men back in college. But to perish foolishly like this - please, let me out of here. All faces in the room turned grim. Everyone understood that if we don't stand up for ourselves now, gloomy end of the Micop Brigade would soon seem like an innocent walk in the park. This was not even the Central Train Station. This was their President's Palace, symbol of their national pride. The only solution seemed a nuclear bomb drop or a long and laborious air assault. From inside the shadows, emerged the so-called Chief of Staff of the allied HQ, Colonel Sedov. No one knew much of him, but wars often promote great men as well as losers to the top of the military ladder. I, personally, couldn't hold anything against Sedov, but if it was he, who devised this plan in the first place, he wasn't a loser then, he was a criminal in ranks. Sedov began to speak. His conduct was well schooled. He didn't seem threatened by Rolin at all and it probably wasn't his first time in a company like this. Judging from his parched face and military posture, I figured he was a line officer. OK, let's see what he's got to say. - General and gentlemen, - started Sedov, - our opponent concentrated his chief forces in the Minutka Square area. "Tell me something new" - I thought to myself. - That's why to finally break his resistance, demoralise him and flush out of town, you are to carry out plan, signed off by the Defence Minister and approved by the Commander in Chief, - now it seemed like Sedov was admiring himself in the mirror. His was irrupting with pride, self-importance and the fact that this plan was his idea - now all doubts about the authorship were gone - he did it. - You are to quickly capture the bridges over the Sunzha River on the run and dash through the square, then, capture and destroy enemy infantry inside the Bank building and Dudaev's residence, so-called Palace, - Sedov continued to sing. "Hello my baby, how are you today?" - breezed through my mind. - To carry out this assault, several airborne elements, marines and the Leningrad regiment will complement your brigade. You will also have artillery and air back up. The most interesting part was that no one indicated unit numbers of the supporting force and the amount of back up we would supposedly receive. Would that be one air-wing or an artillery division? Altogether, the plan seemed raw and superficial. In case of failure, we would obviously take the full blame. Nice future! - The time for the assault was designated two days from now. During these two days you are to promptly take hotel "Kavkaz", then reassign it (to whom!?) and move out to the Square, - Sedov, it seemed, had it all figured out nicely and naturally we should've too, thus right now scooting out of here and capture the Square. Absolute foolishness! - General, gentlemen, I'm finished. Any questions please? - Judging from his tone, he must've thought that only degenerates and morons could ask questions - what can you possibly expect from siberian mahra? - What are the estimates of the enemy force at the Minutka complex? Their armament, mine fields around the square and bridges? - Quietly but sharply asked our Com-brig, emerging from the shadows. - The amount of the rebel force does not exceed three to four thousand men (I like the precision. Who cares? One less thousand or one more thousand). Their armament consists of standard issue small arms plus GP-25s, RPG-7 grenade launchers and light company mortars. (How about darting around a flat square under the shower of mortars?) - What about the bridges? - We do not have any precise information whether the bridges are mined or not. All approaches are heavily defended with nests and blocks without any possibility for proper reconnaissance at this stage. However, we are constantly working on it. Also our local supporters constantly inform us. We all smiled at this statement. A chechen would rarely sell another chechen, but to bust a non-believer is always a delight. - You are all laughing vainly, - Sedov turned nervous, - recently in Moscow a question was raised from the local opposition's initiative, whether this invasion and senselessly violent actions have caused this republic an irreparable economic damage and set its people against us. Partisan movement is growing stronger by the day (really?). Because of that, there is a notion, that we under no circumstance kill the rebels but only disarm them and let go home. In their majority they are only frightened peasants. The spring is coming so is their crop season. Otherwise they'll all die of famine. - So the hell with them! - I let it out in the mortal silence. Everyone instantly burst laughing and I attracted attention of both Rolin and Sedov. Yurka nudged me, but it was too late by then. - You must've missed the point, comrade - Sedov looked at my shoulder flashes and seeing no stars continued, - By the way, why aren't you wearing your proper insignia? - Scared of snipers, comrade colonel, - I replied modestly, although was close to making a huge scene. - It's all horseshit. Do you think that snipers are interested in your stars? I don't think so. How would you lead your men if you don't have your insignia? I was just about to burst into a long and unflattering speech about shoulder stars and my opinion about his lousy plan. I am no hero, but at war, you figure out quickly that there is no deeper shit than this, well, may be only if you're wounded. Other than that - screw them all. You want to fire me - be my guests! But Bahel outpaced me; he must've guessed what is going to follow and thus quickly spoke: - Comrade general, we'll work out later why captain Mironov is not wearing his stars. That was me who allowed my officers to take them off. I am for now more worried about the forthcoming operation. The timeframes you have set for us would not allow our brigade, which has been engaged in heavy fighting for weeks, to rapidly, without proper preparation, redeploy and carry out your assignment (Bahel emphasised the word "your"). I recommend you immediately give the order to commence sustained air and artillery strikes at the square network. That must continue on until the time comes for us to move into the area. Two hours before the assault, airborne reconnaissance units must capture the bridges and keep all attempts to blow them up at bay. By the way, could you tell us exactly which airborne units would act as our aid? In my opinion, frontal assault of the Minutka Square is a senseless suicide. I will not follow orders, which would literally mean running my men past a firing squad. - Do you understand what you are saying, colonel? - Rolin was furious. - I will make a phone call to Grachin and have you court-martialed! I will have you arrested on the spot! You'll be on the first plane to Moscow! You know how many men would want to take up your spot? - If it would save my men from slaughter I volunteer to write my letter of resignation immediately! - Now Bahel was enraged. -You are afraid to blast the shit out of this f...ing square from the air, but at the same time you are OK to drown in blood a few thousand soldiers! You better think of that first before you think of your public image - Shut you mouth, traitor! - Rolin erupted. - You are out of your god damned mind, colonel. You're a coward. I'll grind you into powder in five seconds. And you What are you all looking at? Get the hell out of here! No way, general, we'll tear up anybody for our commander if he only tells us to. - We uphold our CO's opinion that this is a sheer suicide to storm the square without preparatory air and artillery runs, - somebody from our group summarised the situation. - Does everyone think like that? - Rolin squinted and looked around heavily. - Out! Get out! Guards! Get them all out of here! Disarm them! Convoy the traitors to the brick! We only huddled closer in response. Silence set about the room. Mortal Silence The door opened and two privates and an officer entered, ready to carry out any order their commander gives them. All of us prepared for the worst possible outcome. General Zaharin suddenly interrupted the silence - what a brave man. - Let's all not make any rush decisions. We will let the officers go breath some fresh air for now and ourselves stay in here and discuss possible solutions to fix this situation. Let's keep our cool and not make any sudden moves. We all understand that a frontal assault would be dangerous, but together we must find the ultimate solution, - and now addressing us, - go gentlemen, wait outside, nothing is going to happen; I'm giving you my word. - Go, - The Com-brig told us dryly. We left the room. All of us were quivering. The guards were following us closely. Someone grabbed their chief and whispered: - If you bitch, even think about arresting our commander, I'll kill you. Get it? - What about my orders? - He asked in scare. His grunts kept away by the walls. - You want to live? - Yes! - If you are given the order to arrest him, we'll ambush you. During the ambush you'd give him up quietly. Understood? This way we'll let you and your grunts live. Did you understand everything I just said? - Yes! - We