ifty, and I chose what I wanted. I was so hungry that I couldn't wait until I got back to camp. I ate two cans of sardines, some salmon, ham, and chocolates so fast that the Greek merchant could barely believe his eyes. In the evening I made my way back to camp without incident, and shared some of my food with my companions, who had not expected me to come back with such treasure. From then on I was the go-between between the village and camp. My comrades awaited my arrival with impatience. One day they told me about a Russian soldier who lived in a nearby village. I asked to meet him and two days later they introduced us. He was a sailor, not a soldier, and had been wounded during the war and cared for in the English hospital. By the time he was well, the Revolution had broken out, and he had married a Greek woman and settled down on the island. Since he spoke Greek quite well, he was a great help to me as an interpreter. He advised me that pistols were very much in demand and that I had been selling mine much too cheaply. A few days later, I arrived in town with three pistols and asked a thousand drachmas apiece. The merchants pointed to their foreheads to indicate that I must be mad. I walked out of the store. At the edge of the village they caught up with me and the real bargaining began. Two hours later, we had agreed on eight hundred drachmas per pistol. At this point the English soldiers left the island, and the Cherkess guards took over the part of the line they had been covering. This made getting through much more difficult, but for a while I was able to slip through between two outposts. By now I was obsessed with the idea of escaping. My sailor friend told me that there were several bands of Greek smugglers. If I paid them well enough, they could get me to Greece or Turkey. I had no money, but I still had my gold cigarette case, which weighed two grams. I asked my friend to introduce me to them. The smugglers were enough to strike fear into the heart of the timid. They were big, rough men, windburned from the open sea. They invited us to share their meal and we accepted. After eating and prodigious drinking, they fell to singing. When that was over, the serious conversation between the "captain" and me began. To my great surprise, he spoke Russian. He had been born in Odessa and had lived there until he was twenty-five. He had had to leave the city in a hurry to escape arrest for killing a customs official. When I heard his story, I decided not to trust myself to his mercies, but I continued the negotiations. I told him I had no money but that I owned a gold cigarette case. He was pleased, until I told him that I had left it in the camp and would show it to him when we met next. He didn't much like that, but agreed to take me to Salonika in two weeks, since he was going there on business. When we left, I told my sailor friend that I would never dare to go to sea with those ruffians. He insisted that I was wrong to judge them on their appearances, that they were honest men in spite of their trade. I decided to postpone my decision until the next meeting. I had a little reserve of provisions, so I delayed a few days before returning to the village. Three days later, an old colonel whom I had known for a long time came to me. He was dying of hunger, he said, because he couldn't digest the rations issued to us. He offered me his Mauser and asked me to trade it in the village for something he could eat. I could not refuse this old, sick man the opportunity to eat some decent food before he died. I promised to go. I got there without any problem and sold his pistol easily, since he had also supplied some cartridges, a very scarce item. I bought some food for him I was sure he would like, and on the way home I was thinking about how pleased he would be. But when I arrived at my usual crossing point, I found an outpost manned by three Cherkess soldiers. Whichever direction I went, I found more guards. It was getting later and later, and I knew things would be even worse in the morning. One side of the small peninsula where our camp was located faced the open sea, but the other side was bounded by a bay where the water was relatively shallow and calm when the wind blew from the land. That night the wind was blowing from the center of the island. I crept to the shore and found the water was very cold but shallow enough to walk in. I still had about a mile to go to reach the camp. I packed the colonel's supplies and my clothes around my shoulders and waded in. I walked out to about ten yards from the shore; nobody could see me from shore. The water was up to my chest. I was frozen. About halfway across, the wind suddenly changed. It began to blow into my face. The waves were over my head. The undertow grew stronger and I began to lose my footing. At this point, the shore was rocky and forbidding, and I couldn't climb out of the water. I thought of ditching the colonel's foodstuffs and my clothes. But where could I find new clothing -- I decided to fight it out. Once more, Lady Luck came to my rescue. The wind suddenly shifted. I slowly made my way to a safe part of the shoreline and later reached camp, frozen and exhausted but alive. Our situation was more desperate with each passing day. With the hunger and cold, the increasing filth of our clothing and living quarters, many of the Cossacks and officers began to think they would die on that miserable island. We were told that General Wrangel had gone to Bulgaria and Yugoslavia to ask asylum for his soldiers. Meanwhile, the French had announced their intention to cut off their aid to the refugees. Shortly they showed their hand: "Enlist in the Foreign Legion and your future will be secure." France had a Moroccan war on its hands and needed experienced soldiers. Many Cossacks enlisted, and some returned to Russia to take their chances there rather than die on Lemnos or in North Africa. 7. Flight from Lemnos I WOULD NOT ENLIST in the legion, but neither could I return to Russia. I would certainly be hanged on the spot. I kept trying to think of some way to escape, and I would certainly have ended up going with the smugglers if some good news had not reached us at last. General Wrangel had obtained the agreement of the Yugoslav government to accept the women, children, sick, wounded and elderly refugees on Lemnos. A ship was to come for them in a few days. Of course, I didn't belong to any of the groups that were to be evacuated. When the day of departure dawned, a huge Russian ship, the Kherson, appeared on the horizon. It was too large to get close to the island and a small Greek boat was brought out to ferry the passengers. A crowd began to gather very early in the morning and boarding was set for 9 A.M. Since I had nothing better to do, I went down to watch. The arrangements were being supervised by the Russian commander who, when he saw me, whispered: "Nicholas, do you want to get out of this place?" "Do I? But how?" "Take a piece of paper out of your pocket and pretend to show it to me. I'll pass you onto the ferry. When you get aboard, hide until it's time to board the Kherson. From there on, you're on your own." I looked for a hiding place on the ferry. The decks and cabins were full; I would have to go down into the hold. The first hold was too close to the deck to be safe, but, as I searched, I found a small opening in a corner. This led to a lower hold which would, I thought, make a safe hiding place. So I climbed down the iron ladder into the darkness. I couldn't see a thing. I felt around me and came on some empty crates. I sat down on one of them. Suddenly, I heard something move nearby and then something brushed against me. Rats. I tried to build a barricade around myself with the crates, and then I sat down with my back against the hull. I had thought they would leave me alone, but I was wrong. The rats attacked me from all sides. Picking up a plank, I began to swing left and right, but this only served to madden them. Several jumped on my legs and bit me before I could knock them off. I was so desperate I almost called out. At that moment, the ship's engines started up and I would not have been heard, in any case. I found another plank and with the two of them I battled the rats for a quarter of an hour that seemed like an eternity. I could feel the plank hitting against what seemed like a carpet of rats but they kept jumping onto my legs and biting me. Then the boat slowed down, and a few minutes later it stopped altogether. I made my way toward the ladder, literally walking on rats and kicking them out of the way; as I climbed up the ladder two of them still clung to my legs. At last I reached the upper hold and then got onto the deck. I was safe but everybody was staring at me; there was blood all over my hands and legs. The Greek captain saw immediately what had happened to me. I explained my dire situation to him in French, and he took me to his cabin, where he washed and disinfected my wounds. After he had bandaged them, he urged me to seek medical help on board the Kherson. What he had been able to do was inadequate, and my wounds were likely to become infected. And rats can carry the plague. As soon as I reached the deck of the Kherson, I was taken charge of by a nurse, who led me to the infirmary. The ship's doctor examined me all over as I told him what had happened. He had my clothes burned and told me to wash thoroughly. What a pleasure it was to put on clean clothes again. Under the attentive care of the nurses, I began to revive. I tried not to think of the future; how would I survive in foreign countries where I knew nobody? I had no job skills and not a penny in my pocket. On the morning of December 31, 1920, the Kherson pulled into an inlet between some mountains. Passing through the Gulf of Kotor we steamed into the great harbor of Katarro. In front of us was Mount Lovtchen, on which was perched the kingdom of Montenegro; to our right, in the distance, we could see Albania. We gradually approached the little port of Zeienika, where we were to disembark. The cafes and restaurants reminded me that I was hungry. I didn't want to sell any of my "treasures" but I had been given some slippers on the ship and I was carrying my new English leather boots in a sack. I put them on sale in a cafe. After a little haggling, I had a hundred crowns in my pocket. As I left the cafe, I ran into a captain whom I had known quite well. He had fifty dinars. Pooling our resources, we had enough to celebrate the New Year in style. We went to a cafe that was frequented by Russian refugees, most of them wounded officers like my friend the captain. They invited us to join them, and then the drinking began. We drank to our country and to a quick return; we drank really to forget our exile and the uncertain future. I drank so much that I do not remember how I ended up in a barracks with my friend. But I had nothing to fear. No one asked me any questions and I was put on the list to receive free food and four hundred dinars a month. The king of Yugoslavia welcomed us like brothers. Later, all the Cossacks on Lemnos were evacuated to Yugoslavia, where many of them were assigned to border patrols. Many Russian officers and physicians were able to find positions in Yugoslavia that resembled what they had had in Russia. My leg wounds were a source of concern. They were healing very slowly and the treatments I received from a Russian doctor did not seem to help much. I was also worried about proper clothing. After my clothes had been burned on the Kherson, I had been given some that had been disinfected so often that they smelled to high heaven. They were also too small for me. My captain friend told me that there was a warehouse of civilian clothes in Zei-enika sent by the American Red Cross. I went to see Mr. Rodzianko, the head of the Russian Red Cross in Zeienika, but to my surprise I was refused any help. I was so angry that I began to plan my revenge on him and, at the same time, get what I needed. Each week we went in groups to baths, which were next to a deep and rapid creek that ran down from the mountains. We entered the baths from the side away from the creek, there we left our shoes and hats. Then we went into a large room on the creek side, where we took off our clothes, made a package out of them, and put them inside a steam cylinder to be disinfected. After we bathed, we emerged on the other side, where we found our shoes and hats and retrieved our clothing from the opposite end of the steam cylinder. After I undressed, I waited for everyone else to go into the baths. I made a pack of my clothes and put two heavy stones inside it. Stark naked, I walked back out and threw the bundle into the creek. Then I went into the bath, washed thoroughly, and came out with all the others to wait for my clothes to be taken out of the disinfectant. When they didn't turn up, I began to protest loudly and to complain of the cold. I was given a blanket while everyone searched high and low for my clothes. It soon became clear that they would not be found. An attendant was dispatched to Rodzianko, who finally relented. I was issued clean underclothing and a splendid suit. The label in one of the pockets read, "Wood & Saxe, Tailors, New York." That was one thing solved. There remained the problem of my legs, which were giving me more and more trouble. The camp physician sent me to the hospital in Ragusa (today Dubrovnik), which was located in an enormous former convent with endless corridors and rooms of every size and shape. The physician in charge was the former chief medical officer of the Austrian army and there was also a Russian doctor. Soldiers of the new Kingdom of the Serbs, Croats, and Slovenes served as nurses. I spent a month there and was very well taken care of. Toward the end of my stay, I learned that my uncle, the colonel of the former Escort of the Czar, now called the Kuban guard, was also in Yugoslavia. I was just getting ready to leave the hospital when I became deathly ill. Two days before I was to leave, I had gone to the toilet at night with almost no clothes on. The hospital had no electric light after 10 P.M. There were small alcohol lamps in the rooms but no light at all in the corridors. The toilets were quite far from my room and I got lost in the unlit corridors. I was terribly cold and I called out to the nurse but the place was so huge that I wandered for almost an hour before anyone heard me. I was trembling like a leaf. In the morning I had a high fever and developed pneumonia. For two weeks I was between life and death. Even after the fever had passed, it took me two weeks to recover my strength. I had to stay in the hospital another month. Finally I was discharged from the hospital. The administration gave me a new civilian suit, a little money, and a ticket to the city of Novi Sad, where my uncle was living. His wife had left Russia to join him three months earlier with their son and two daughters. Novi Sad had belonged until recently to Hungary and had three names -- Novi Sad in Serbian, Neusatz in German, and Ujvidek in Hungarian -- and its population was as mixed as its names. The children playing in the streets spoke not only three national languages but also Yiddish, for there was also a sizable Jewish population. It was a wonderfully charming city on the Danube. My aunt was an enterprising woman. She had managed to save her valuable jewels and with the money had bought a hotel with a superb cafe. (Two years later, she and one of her partners lost control of the establishment to the third partner. But in the meanwhile, I lived the high life.) I had the best room in the hotel; I ate in the cafe and my aunt gave me pocket money. She bought me two new suits in the latest fashion. It was a soft life, but I was uneasy living off my relatives. So one day I decided to go to Belgrade in search of any former comrades who might be there. Belgrade had suffered terribly during the war from bombardment by the Austrians across the Danube. Rebuilding was going on everywhere. After several days in Belgrade I was involved in a dramatic incident and my good luck saved me once again. The parliament building had been renovated and was to be dedicated by the prince regent, the future King Alexander. He was to be accompanied by President Pasic. I found a spot along the parade route near a large building where construction work was going on. In order to see over the mounted guards along the street, I stood on a small pile of bricks. I could hear the cheering in the distance and then the church bells began to ring. There was a foreigner standing next to me, a man of medium height who could not see over the guards. Since I was tall enough to see the parade from ground level, I gave him my place on the pile of bricks. The parade came along and I could see the regent and Pasic, seated in an open carriage. After that, things happened so quickly I couldn't tell what was going on. The horses fell under their traces; there were people covered with blood. The police were running in all directions. There had been an assassination attempt against the regent. The foreigner next to me was stretched out on the ground, his face covered with blood. As I tried to reach him, the police arrived and carried him to an ambulance. Next day I read in the newspapers that he was Swiss and had been hit by a bomb fragment. He had been blinded. Given my height, the shrapnel would have hit me in the chest if I had stayed standing on the bricks. III. The Treasure of the White Army 8. A Fantastic Secret AT THE RUSSIAN EMBASSY in Belgrade I ran into a fellow officer who had been attached to the same brigade as I at the outbreak of the Civil War. I had not laid eyes on him since those days. "My dear friend," he said, "you are just the man I have been looking for. Of course, I had no idea I would find you here though I knew you were in Yugoslavia. I have just returned from Bulgaria, and I had a talk with General Pokrovsky in Sofia. He asked me to try to find you and to set up a meeting with him there. Here is a ticket. His address is marked on the back." I was startled. I had not even seen the general for ages and had never felt sympathetic toward him. I disapproved of his cruelty to the enemy and, as well, his behavior toward the Cossacks. Why on earth would he wish to see me? Out of curiosity, and because I was bored and wanted to do something new, I decided to go anyhow. I went back to Novi Sad to tell my aunt and uncle. They tried to dissuade me from going without being quite sure why. My uncle knew Pokrovsky and didn't think highly of him. But I had made up my mind, and two days later, I took the train for Sofia. I didn't have a passport, but I managed to get through both the Serbian and the Bulgarian customs with a sort of identification that my uncle had written out on some of his leftover regimental letterhead. When I arrived at Pokrovsky's house, his orderly informed me that the general was in Tirnovo, the former capital of the Bulgarian kingdom. The next day I found him in a house on the outskirts of the city. It belonged to a Bulgarian colonel who was an adversary of the government. Pokrovsky greeted me warmly: 'T am delighted to see you, molodoi [young man]. I'll tell you later why I sent for you. First, let's go eat. But forget the General Pokrovsky. I am incognito here. I am Captain Ivanov." The political situation in Bulgaria was complicated. Czar Ferdinand of Bulgaria had sided with the Germans during the war, against the sentiments of most of his people. After the war, he had been exiled, and his son Boris had succeeded to the throne. A general election had given a majority to the Austrian Party, which was leftist, though not communist, and the president of that party, Stam-bolisky, headed the government. To add to its troubles, the country was regarded by the Allies as a former enemy. With help from the Allies, General Wrangel had persuaded Stambolisky, heading the new government, to allow refuge to some of the exiled survivors of his White Army. But it was not sitting well with Stambolisky. These foreign soldiers, with rightist political attitudes, could well side with his opposition and assist in a coup d'etat. And the Soviet Union was unhappy with him for granting asylum to its mortal enemies. But the White Russian Army and its leaders were scrupulously neutral regarding Bulgaria's internal affairs. Their dreams of returning to Russia had been encouraged by the mutiny of the sailors at Kronstadt against the Bolsheviks, and incidents of fierce partisan resistance in the Caucasus. I was still bewildered by Pokrovsky's summons. I was very young and much too junior to be any help to him. But after a splendid dinner he handed me a hundred dollars and told me to go to a certain address in Burgas and wait for him there. "I will tell you there what I want you to do." I told him good-bye, and by the next evening I was in Burgas, the large Bulgarian port on the Black Sea. The address the general had given me was a large building on the outskirts, surrounded by a high stone wall. It had been rented by a Russian colonel who was living there and posing as a businessman organizing a small commercial fishing company. A large vessel from Constantinople was sitting in the harbor. The ship was commanded by a Greek captain who was originally from Kertch in the Crimea. The crew of six were all from Odessa and had been longtime volunteers in the White Army. The ship was to land supplies for the partisans on the shore of the Black Sea. At first, I thought this was the mission the colonel had in mind for me. I knew that part of the world and my name was well known to the Cossacks who were resisting the Reds there. I would have accepted such an assignment in spite of the dangers; besides any patriotic motives, it would have given me a chance to look for my mother and maybe to bring her back to Bulgaria. This was not what the general had in mind. General Pokrovsky, now Captain Ivanov, arrived one night soon, accompanied by his orderly, a Cossack noncommissioned officer who was utterly devoted to him. There was a lieutenant colonel in the house who also lived under a false name. General Pokrovsky said, "Now, gentlemen, let us talk about serious matters." And, turning to me, "I have summoned you, molodoi, for two reasons. First of all, you come from an excellent family, renowned for its honor and its sense of loyalty. I remember your grandfather, who served three emperors without the slightest fault, and who was a hero of the war of 1877. I also knew your uncle, the colonel of the Imperial Guard, and I have had the honor of being his commanding officer. I know also that several members of your family have been killed by the Reds. Not long ago you lost your younger brother. You yourself have served under me, and even if your inexperience has caused you to make a few mistakes, I know you to be courageous and trustworthy. The second reason has precisely to do with your youth and physical strength. You will need both." The general then told me the rest. When Denikine had finally realized that victory was hopeless, he had named Pokrovsky director of the military affairs behind the lines. In this position he had been charged with gathering all the deposits of both State and private banks, as well as the contents of private estates whose owners were assumed dead or in flight. The money was intended to support sabotage and intrigue against the Reds. He had hidden everything he had got hold of in a secret place known only to two or three people. We sat at the table listening as the general paced the room and spoke in nervous bursts. "According to what I have learned from our Bulgarian friends, Stambolisky's police are planning an action against me. There is a traitor among us who has denounced us as an organization that intends to continue the resistance against the Reds. The Bulgarian government is friendly to the Soviet Union and is under severe pressure from them for having even admitted us. It is urgent that we hide our treasure in an absolutely secure place. It is well hidden now, but not safe enough. A really good search might uncover it, and that would mean the end of our cause. We must decide where and how to hide it better. He turned to the two colonels and the lieutenant colonel. "I have asked you, gentlemen, to give me your suggestions on how to find another hiding place. What have you to say?" The lieutenant colonel answered. "Excellency, the colonel and I have given it a great deal of thought. I have personally explored the territory around the city for about fifty miles. I believe the only really safe hiding place must be away from the city, in a heavily wooded area, and I think I have found the spot. It will take a tremendous amount of work. Fortunately, we have our young comrade with us now, but I wonder if even he can manage." "I can assure you," I responded grandly, "that nothing will be too much." "Very well, molodoi," said the general. "I am counting on you." All night we discussed the project. The lieutenant colonel and I would look over the location the next day. Then the general led us downstairs into the cellar. The lieutenant colonel removed about twenty bricks from one of the walls. They were so well matched to the rest of the wall that it would have been impossible to find the hiding place without tearing the whole cellar apart. I could see only part of the treasure but what I did see amazed me: foreign currency, bushel baskets of diamonds and emeralds, silver plate and gold. A fabulous treasure. Then it dawned on me why the general had had the bricks taken off and was removing some of the treasure. He was going to take some of the money for his own needs and give each of us enough to support ourselves before the treasure was buried. Early the next morning, he bade us farewell and promised to return. We felt somehow that we would never see him again. We had decided that we would divide the treasure four ways and bury each portion a half mile away from the other. We got right down to the task of exploring the forest for hiding places where we could work without being noticed. We roamed all day without seeing a soul within a radius of six or seven miles. Still, we planned to work only at night and search for our hiding spots during the day. The lieutenant colonel went off in search of some cases the Russian army had used to store rifle cartridges. And I was sent to find some waxed paper we could wrap the currency and stock certificates in to keep them dry. I had to go to Sofia. I thought from there I might get a letter to my mother. I was worried sick about her; most of my relatives were either dead or in prison. It was very complicated to get a letter from Bulgaria into Russia. Germany was the only country that had postal relations with Russia, so one had to send a letter to Germany with a request to the postal authorities there to forward it to Russia. Along with my letter I sent a return envelope marked to myself, "General Delivery, Sofia." When I got back, the lieutenant colonel and I got to work. The treasure had been brought out of Russia in six or seven large zinc cases. It was only when I was helping the lieutenant colonel divide it up to put it into smaller cases that I got any real idea of how large it was. In spite of my youth and inexperience, even I could see that it was worth a fabulous sum. I have forgotten what figure the colonel cited, but I know that it turned my head. I still remember, fifty years later, how awed I was. One case contained thousands of gold rubles and presented us with a terrible problem, since we had only about twenty smaller cases and the original containers were too large to hide. Finally, we bought two medium-sized iron water tanks for the gold pieces, but we had to lug them into the forest empty, then bring the gold pieces out in sacks and fill them. We later buried these in the third and fourth hiding places. We had a terrible time, as well, with about four hundred and fifty pounds of platinum -- the purest in the world, the colonel assured me -- but at least it was molded in flat bars and didn't take up as much room as the gold pieces. We wrapped the platinum bars in heavy rags and put them inside burlap bags and then wrapped the whole thing in big leather pouches. These were to go into the first and second hiding places. Another large part of the treasure was made up of about forty-five pounds of jewelry set with precious stones, diamonds, emeralds, and rubies. Some of the stones were huge and must have represented large fortunes just by themselves. There were some smaller bags with pounds of loose, uncut precious stones of various sizes. Then there were a number of wooden boxes literally stuffed with foreign notes and currency, most of them English pounds. The stock and bond certificates were interesting because they represented some of the greatest companies in the world. I remember there were some from de Beers diamonds, and from the Canadian Pacific railroad. Besides the valuables, one case contained documents which, General Pokrovsky told me, would be enormously important for future historians. The band the documents were tied with was inscribed in red, in Russian: "Top secret. Of the greatest importance to the State." I can still see the inscription as if it were before my very eyes. How would I evaluate the treasure as a whole? It's hard to give even an approximation. But I would estimate that it was worth over a hundred million dollars. Our first expedition took place a few days after I got back. We set out early in the evening, since the first spot we had picked was a very long way. We had hidden our tools there. I had bought three powerful flashlights in Sofia. It was exhausting work. The lieutenant colonel was an old man and had a heart condition. The ground was frozen and we had to dig a deep hole at least three and a half feet. It was summer and so daybreak came just as we had gotten the cases in place. We filled the hole in, camouflaged it and hid our tools, and then walked a half mile. At that point we fell on the ground and slept all through the afternoon. Afterward, we waited for dusk before we dared return to the house. The following night, on our second expedition, we had a bad scare. We had just begun to dig when the lieutenant colonel suggested that we stop and eat something. We were leaning against a tree, relaxing, when we heard footsteps about a hundred yards away, then voices that were not speaking Bulgarian. I recognized it as Turkish because it resembled Tartar, which some of our servants had spoken. We drew our pistols-we had been ordered to kill anyone who came upon us and to conceal their bodies. Whoever they were, they halted and remained there, in silence, for almost an hour. We thought there were five or six of them. Finally, they moved away, in the same direction from which they had come, toward the sea. When we had finished our work we went to examine the spot where they had remained for so long. It was light, and after searching for a bit, we found a natural excavation hidden under a thicket. Inside it was all kinds of foreign merchandise. Our visitors had apparently been Turkish smugglers who were delivering their goods to their Bulgarian connections. Our discovery could have had serious consequences. We had chosen their hiding place as a site to bury part of our treasure. If the smugglers had come upon us, we would have had no choice but to fire. Given the numbers involved, there would have been some doubt as to the outcome. But the rest of our work proceeded smoothly, and we were relieved when it was over. Our main concern was the colonel, who was having a great deal of trouble with his heart. After our work was finished, he admitted that he had had several attacks. There was no way to get any medicine for him. It was now a full month since I had mailed the letter to my mother and I was impatient to get to the post office in Sofia even though I could hardly expect a response so soon. Nonetheless, as soon as I arrived in Sofia I went there and, with great apprehension, inquired at the general delivery window. I almost fainted with emotion when the clerk handed me the envelope I had addressed to myself a month before. I walked out of the post office, feeling almost drunk, and sat down on a bench before the magnificent cathedral of Alexander Nevsky. I saw a tiny bit of paper and unfamiliar writing and knew that my fears had been justified. "Dear Nicholas," the letter read, "I am a Cossack who used to work in your home. When your letter arrived, they tacked it up on the bulletin board in the meeting room of our soviet. I am terribly sorry to have to tell you that your mother died on April 21 last year of typhus. I hope you are well." My mother was forty years old. I walked around for several hours and then returned to Burgas. The two colonels tried their best to console me. To pass the time, the lieutenant colonel and I had gotten into the habit of going to a cafe frequented by Russians, where we played chess. We met a young Bulgarian who was employed in the police headquarters and who, like the majority of Bulgarians, was a Russophil and disliked the present government. One evening, quite late, we had just finished our chess game. He walked in and stood facing me and with a movement of his head suggested that we two step outside. I followed casually. He was waiting for me behind a tree. "You must leave immediately," he said in Russian. "A few minutes ago I received a telegram for the prefect from Sofia. It contains three names: yours, the colonel's and the lieutenant colonel's. The prefect is ordered to arrest you immediately and send you to Sofia under heavy guard until the authorities arrive from the capital. You must hurry. I have to deliver the message immediately." "Thank you, my friend," I said. 'Tell me how much time we have to collect the colonel and a few things." "At most a half hour," he replied. "And don't forget that the prefect has a car." We shook hands, and I went in to get my friend. I asked him to follow me without wasting a moment and on the way to the house I explained what was happening. He was worried about the colonel. "He is old and sick; we cannot leave him alone here. What are we going to do?" When we got there, we told the colonel what was going on and asked him to get ready as fast as possible and to gather any compromising papers. As he was getting the papers together, he clasped his hand to his heart and lay down on his bed. "It is nothing," he said. "It will pass." And with that he closed his eyes and died. "He is better off," my friend said. "He could never have stood what is ahead of us." We kissed him, and recited a prayer for the repose of his soul. Then we took our handguns and the money and papers and left. The closest border we could head for was the Turkish. To avoid the police, we circled the city. In the distance, we could hear the siren of the prefect's auto. It was a dark, warm night and we made good time. As we walked along we tore up the papers we had taken with us. The area between Burgas and the border was sparsely populated and heavily wooded. It was a simple matter to avoid the few villages. When day broke, we found a well-covered hiding spot in a grove and slept there for several hours. When we awoke, we were dying of hunger and thirst. A little way along we came to a large farm. The lieutenant colonel guarded our arsenal while I went to get something to eat and drink. I had a heavy walking stick with me, luckilv, because no sooner had I entered the yard than I was attacked by a half-dozen savage dogs. They had me backed up against a wall when an old woman appeared from the house. She chased the dogs away, yelling at them and throwing stones. She lived alone in the house with her young grandson. I explained to her that I was Russian and that my friend and I were looking for work in the forests. I showed her my money and asked her if I could buy something to eat. She sold me some bread, two dozen eggs, a wheel of cheese and a large jug of milk. That was fine, but how was I to get out by the dogs? The old woman worked out a stratagem, coaxing them into the stable with some cheese. While they were fighting over it, she closed the door and I got away. As day broke on the third day, we saw a barrack with the Bulgarian flag in the distance. This was the border. We moved off the road and waited until dark to try to pass over. It was very hot, but we found a small stream where we could drink and wash ourselves. The day dragged on and we got increasingly nervous. Greek troops were guarding the border, since all of what had been European Turkey was occupied by the Allies. At last, night came and we moved out slowly. We clambered into a stream, but there was no way of knowing in the dark when we had crossed over to the "other side." The night was completely still. We would have prayed to heaven for some wind or rain, even a storm, rather than that quiet in which our every step resounded. We held our pistols ready and agreed that we would not fall alive into the hands of the border patrols. We walked for about another twenty minutes, about ten yards away from each other. I was just about to say to my companion that we had probably crossed the border when we heard a shout fifty yards behind us, "Stoi!" -- "Halt" -- in Bulgarian. We were still not across. A hundred yards ahead lay the shadowy outline of the forest, and bullets whistled around us. One passed so close to my right ear that I was briefly deafened. One more burst of energy and we reached cover. Bullets struck the tree trunks. We were so out of breath and tired that we couldn't run any more. Our only recourse was to resist, to return fire until we had recovered enough strength to move on. The lieutenant colonel took cover behind a thick tree trunk, and I lay down behind a felled tree. Immediately another foe appeared -- a Greek patrol drawn by the sound of the Bulgarian firing. They could not see what was going on and began firing back at the Bulgarians. They soon saw their mistake and began firing in our direction. They could not see us, but from the echo of the bullets as they hit the tree trunks, we knew they were both in front and behind us. We were in a cross fire. Without a word between us, my companion turned his fire on the Greeks, who were nearer to him, while I aimed at the Bulgarians. We had semiautomatic weapons and we fired in short bursts to conserve our ammunition. Off and on we would hear cries of wounded men. We were in a much better position: invisible in the shade of the forest, while we could spot their patrols against the horizon as the sky grew lighter. I held off their advance by hitting three of the five men who remained able to fight. Nonetheless, our situation was worsening. The patrols would certainly be reinforced, and our ammunition was running out. I had only two charges left. I was dashing to my companion when I heard his firing stop. I reached him crawling on my hands and knees, but he was dead, a bullet in his head. I could still hear firing behind me but the bullets were no longer whistling by. I then took my friend's ammunition, money and papers, fired another round, and took off through the underbrush. The forest was not very dense, and soon I was able to stand up and run at full speed. 9. At Loose Ends in Turkey SINCE i HAD had some rest during the shooting match, I set out on an all-day, all-night marathon. Though I stopped from time to time, I was utterly exhausted by the end, too tired even to feel hungry. My mouth was so dry I could hardly swallow. As I stood at the edge of a small wood at dawn I could hear dogs barking in the distance and headed in that direction. I was moving along cautiously when I saw a man watching me from behind a bush. I took out my Mauser. He called out "kardache," the Turkish word for friend. I had come on a "pomak," one of those Bulgarians who had been converted to Islam by the Turks. We spoke to each other in Bulgarian. I explained to him that I trying to get to Constantinople to look for work, because there was none to be found in Bulgaria, and that some Greeks had fired on me as I was crossing the frontier and I had returned their fire. He replied that he hated the Greek dogs and would help me as much as he could. He offered me food, though all I wanted was something to drink and some sleep. He led me to a small thatched log cabin. He took care of about two hundred sheep that belonged to him and his family and hated the Greek soldiers, who were constantly stealing them. There was a huge jug of cool, clear spring water. He smiled at me as I gulped it down. Then he piled some sheepskins in the corner and I threw myself on them. The shepherd covered me with skins until I was completely hidden. I had my arms ready to defend myself in the event of danger. I might be discovered at any moment by a Greek search party, or the shepherd might betray me. He had an honest face -- and guests are sacred in his country -- but I couldn't know what was going on inside his head. I fell asleep immediately and when I awoke, it was night. I had slept away the entire day. The shepherd was sitting on a stool near the doorway and when he saw me emerge from the sheepskins, he smiled and wished me a good evening. "The Greeks were here looking for you. You and your friend killed a lot of them, and some Bulgarians, too. They looked in here but didn't see anything. They told me I would get a reward if I saw you and reported your whereabouts to the police. I gave them a lamb to get rid of them." I was ashamed that I had doubted his goodwill. I shook his hand warmly and thanked him. I felt strong again and hungry enough to eat a sheep. My host gave me an enormous piece of cold mutton and some homemade cheese, which I washed down with spring water, since wine is forbidden to Moslems. As I ate, my new friend counseled me on how to avoid all the traps on the way to Constantinople. The most dangerous places, he said, were on the outskirts. They were occupied by French, English and Italian soldiers, who patrolled all the roads leading into the city. I might be arrested and thrown into prison for entering Turkey illegally. Not to mention the gunfight at the border -- the Greeks had better not learn that I had taken part in that battle. (There had been two Greeks killed and three wounded, and the Bulgarians had one dead and five wounded, as I later learned.) I had to get moving. The Greeks might come back at any time. One last time I thanked my Bulgarian friend and gave him my automatic pistol. Tears came to his eyes. I couldn't have kept it anyhow. It was too heavy and hard to hide, not to speak of incriminating. I cautioned him that it could get him into serious trouble and warned him to keep it hidden. I practically had to lose my temper in order to get him to accept twenty English pounds, a small fortune to him. Furnished with a supply of meat, bread and cheese, I set out at about 10 P.M. I moved along a narrow path, my Mauser in my hand, a bullet in the chamber. It was a clear night. The clouds had disappeared and the landscape was brightly lit by a half moon. Suddenly, two uniformed figures loomed in front of me, Greek policemen. But they had made a bad mistake. Instead of carrying their carbines at the ready, they had them slung over their shoulders. I didn't want to kill them but I had to do something. I fired at their legs and they crumpled with screams of pain. I ran most of the night, then slept for a couple of hours in a thicket, ate something, and started out again, avoiding the villages. From the top of a hill I saw a Greek patrol in the distance. At dusk I came on a small stream and decided to spend the night there. My feet were killing me. I bathed them in the stream for a long time and rubbed them with grease from the mutton. I found a sheltered spot and spent a peaceful night, and in the morning I felt refreshed and ready for the road. That day passed without incident. But my shoes were falling apart, which was a serious problem. The ground was rocky and in a day or two I would be barefoot. I spent the next night near a stream and in the morning I decided to risk everything. I had to find a hamlet where I wouldn't be discovered by the police but where I could buy a pair of the woven shoes the peasants wear, which are comfortable for walking in the mountains and forests. In the afternoon, I spotted a tiny hamlet, just a few houses around a small mosque. I had no choice but to dare it since I also needed more provisions. As I entered the village a pack of dogs set up a terrible racket and some Turks came out of their houses. I greeted them with "Shalom alechem" the common greeting in all Moslem countries. They began to speak to me in Turkish but I indicated by sign language that I didn't understand. They were neither hostile nor friendly -- merely suspicious. They exchanged anxious glances and asked if I were Greek, English or French. I told the truth: "I am ourousse [Russian]." To my great surprise, their attitude immediately changed. They began shaking my hands and slapping me on the back. One of them led me by the hand into his house. Then I grasped the reason for their change of heart. My Turkish host kept repeating over and over "Kemal Pasha [Ataturk], ourous kardache" Kemal Pasha was battling the Greek army in Asia Minor with arms supplied by the Soviet Union. The Turks did not make any distinction between Red and White Russians. All Russians were "kardaches" to them. A crowd gathered around me while I ate. I explained that I was trying to get to Istanbul (the Turks disliked the name Constantinople), showed them my tattered shoes and a five-dollar bill. (The rest of the money was tied around my waist in a cloth belt.) No one would take my money but in a few minutes they had set before me several pairs of boots of the kind worn by Balkan peasants, made of strips of sheepskin. They are so light you hardly know you have them on. One wears them with long woolen stockings the women weave, and a pair of these were brought to me. Then I was escorted to the fountain in the courtyard of the mosque, where I washed my feet, put on the stockings and my size 44 shoes, and felt like a new man. I spent the night in this hospitable village. All evening long I heard patriotic songs in which I could distinguish only one word: Kemal Pasha. The Turks were incredibly proud of his victories over the Greeks. On the other hand, they detested the Allies, who occupied their capital, and explained to me in sign language that it would not take their hero long to throw them out. The next day the entire village accompanied me to the Istanbul road. On my back was another gift from these Turkish peasants, a large embroidered cloth bag full of provisions. Once again, they adamantly refused any payment. As I walked along I thought of the wonderful people I had met since crossing the Bulgarian border and of the age-old traditions that make a stranger a cherished friend to them. Of course, the Turks knew nothing of my adventures with the patrols and I had no way of explaining, as they pointed out the road to Istanbul, that I had to avoid the direct routes. So after a few kilometers I struck off on a path that ran parallel to the road and two days later I sighted Constantinople. Night was falling as I arrived at Galata, an outlying district of the city on the Bosporus. I was glad it was dark, as I was filthy and my clothes were torn and unkempt. While I walked through more and more densely populated neighborhoods, people stared at my strange getup and I grew more and more dismayed. As I turned a corner, I saw two men whose clothes identified them as Russian soldiers. I asked if they could tell me where I could spend the night. We were standing under a streetlight. One of them looked at my costume and said, "Where have you come from in that condition?" "I walked all the way from Bulgaria. Tomorrow I will go to see our military attache." "Are you an officer?" "Yes. "Then maybe you're part of this Bulgarian business that veryone's talking about." "I don't know what you're talking about. I Hed from Bulgaria to escape being arrested." "Very interesting. We are a Russian naval and a merchant marine officer and we live in a rented house a few steps away. Come and tell us your tale and let's see what we can do for you." My appearance caused a sensation among my clean, well-dressed hosts. "Where did you find that ragamuffin?" one of them asked the officer who led me in. They all laughed. But they stopped laughing when they heard where I had come from and why. Everyone crowded around to listen. Someone showed me to the shower they had built for themselves, and each one brought me a piece of clothing from his modest wardrobe -- one, trousers, another underwear, a shirt, and so on. When I had shaved and looked human again, I sat down at the table and told them the whole story, except the part about the treasure. They, in turn, filled me in on what had happened after the defeat at Burgas. The newspapers had been full of it. Stambolisky had turned against our organization in Bulgaria, which had wanted to continue the fight against the Bolsheviks by any and all means. Colonel Samokhvalov, our chief of staff in Sofia, had been arrested and imprisoned. The membership roll of the secret organization was found in his desk. Except for the colonel and myself, who had been alerted in time, everyone had been arrested. General Pokrovsky had been killed by the police during arrest and General Koutiepov, commander-in-chief of the Russian troops in Bulgaria, had been expelled. So, General Pokrovsky, the colonel, and the lieutenant colonel were the treasure's first victims. There would be others. I was so upset that I couldn't sleep in spite of my exhaustion. I was the sole survivor among those who knew about the treasure. What made it all the more strange was that I had learned of its existence only recently, and that those who had gathered it were all dead. I was overwhelmed by the responsibility. Should I speak to the highest ranking Russian military authorities? The three of us had solemnly sworn to General Pokrovsky not to reveal anything without his explicit permission. But now the general was dead and my promise had no more force. Whom should I tell? Considering the moral standard of our high-ranking officers -- with the exception of Denikine and Wrangel-the treasure would certainly be misappropriated in short order. By the next morning I had made a decision to speak of the treasure to no one for the time being. It was securely hidden, though I had no way of recovering it. Later I would confide in someone I trusted absolutely. I had breakfast with the officers, borrowed a little Turkish money, and promised to return in the evening. I set off downtown. The first thing I had to do was change some money to buy some clothes. At Galata I found a Greek money changer and changed fifty English pounds, quite a large sum for the times. All the foreign diplomatic missions were still functioning in Constantinople. The Russian military attache was quite helpful when he'd heard my story. On the spot, he provided me with identity papers, in Russian and French, under the name of Sergei Orel, as he thought it would be safer not to use my real name until public interest in the Sofia affair died down. He asked me whether I had any money. I was faced with a dilemma. If I said yes, it would seem strange, given the general poverty of the Russian refugees. On the other hand, I knew he couldn't be very well off and it embarrassed me to take money I didn't need. I replied that two or three Turkish pounds would do me for the moment. He seemed relieved and added, since I had told him I had borrowed the clothes I was wearing, "I'll give you a letter to Mme. IIovaiskaia, the general's daughter, who is secretary to Miss Mitchell, the head of the American Red Cross. She will outfit you from head to toe." I thanked the general sincerely and promised to let him know my address as soon as I had found somewhere to live. At the headquarters of the American Red Cross, Mme. IIovaiskaia provided me with a fine blue pinstripe suit (with a label from a Philadelphia tailor), shirts and underwear, shoes, and even a hat. A month later, I received a visit at my small hotel in Galata from an officer who served the military attache. His superior wanted to see me as soon as possible. The next morning, when I went to the embassy, the general received me promptly. He led me into a private office and closed the door carefully. His first question took me off guard. "What do you know of the treasure General Pokrovsky was guarding?" "What treasure, Excellency?" "You know nothing of it?" "I only met General Pokrovsky, under whom I had served in Russia, two months before I fled Bulgaria. The general never spoke to me of any treasure. I have no idea whether such a thing exists." "In that case, essaoul, let me ask you where you got the money you have been spending. You told me you had no money and I lent you five Turkish pounds. Now you are living in a hotel that, modest as it is, costs a pound a day. You eat in a restaurant every day that must cost another pound. You bought a suit from an Armenian tailor. Over and above this, I know that you have given over one hundred Turkish pounds to various refugees. Allow me to ask you where this money -- a small fortune for a refugee -- comes from." They've been watching me ever since I got to Constantinople, I said to myself. If only I had told him that General Pokrovsky had given each of his aides a small amount. Too late now. "It is true, Excellency, that I had no money when I arrived. What I did not say -- and I don't know why I should have-is that I brought a few valuables from Russia, including a heavy gold cigarette box signed by Faberge. It was a family heirloom and I didn't want to sell it but as you know, there is no work here and I was forced to." (In fact, I had sold it in Yugoslavia.) "In that case, you can tell me to whom you sold it." "To an American tourist on the Mauritania. I didn't want to sell it in a jewelry shop. They're all run by Greeks and Armenians. You know what a ridiculous price they would have given me." He was looking me in the eye and I stared back. Then he asked me to let him know where I could be reached if I left the hotel, but I never saw him again. I stayed at the hotel two more months, until my money ran out, and then I moved into a boardinghouse for refugees where it was only five piasters for a bed for the night. It was a wooden building and, like many Turkish houses, harbored a fantastic colony of bedbugs that were impossible to get rid of. The only solution would have been to burn the whole thing down, bedbugs and all. The beds were made of iron and we burned out every possible hiding place on them with gasoline. Then we set the legs in tin cans of gasoline but the damned bugs crawled up to the ceiling and dropped down on us while we slept. Sometimes, when I was half crazy with them, I would take my bedclothes and sleep on the lawn of one of the abandoned cemeteries in the city. Then the day arrived when I didn't even have the five piasters. It was winter, an unpleasant season in Constantinople, with icy winds and rain almost every day. I was facing disaster and had nowhere to turn. Once more, good luck intervened. On the main street of Pera I saw someone who looked familiar. We gazed at each other and then we fell into each other's arms. It was like a miracle. At the military school at Irkutsk, my bunk and Teliatnikov's had been next to each other. He was from Tashkent, had been an assistant manager of a bank, and was forty years old; I was then just eighteen. Now he told me of how he had escaped from Russia through Vladivostok, had roamed over half the world and ended up in Constantinople. For two years now he had been the chief accountant at the Nobel Company, the principal owner of the Baku oil fields. The Bolsheviks were selling Nobel his own oil. My friend thought it couldn't last because the communists needed the oil badly themselves and were only selling it for foreign credits. He loaned me a little money and promised to try to help. Two days later he arranged for me to come to work for Nobel as a gasoline salesman. So there I was, with a Crimean Tartar driver who spoke Turkish. Every day we went to a different neighborhood in a specially equipped wagon drawn by two mules carrying twenty- and fifty-liter cans. Most often I had to carry them on my shoulders because the streets were too narrow or too steep for the wagon. The driver helped me but it was still very hard work. I stank so of gas that people turned away as I passed. I had to sleep in the stable with the mules but I got pretty good pay, ate three meals a day, and my compatriots envied me my job. Twice a week it brought me to the rear of the famous Pera Palace Hotel, where I gazed at the lovely women on the arms of the Allied officers. The Italian officers, with the comic opera uniforms, were the most elegant. I still did not know what to do about the treasure- whether I should abandon it forever or tell the right person. Who was the right person? I worked at Nobel for four months and got to know Constantinople as few foreigners do. I also learned to speak Turkish in order to bargain with the grocers. But when Nobel stopped buying oil, I was out of work again. After a few days of near panic, I heard that the English army was hiring Russian refugees to work on their bases in the Dardanelles. I had no idea what kind of work it was but I had no choice so I signed on for a year. A boat took us to an English base on the right bank of the straits facing Chanak, where we were lodged in unheated Turkish army barracks. We slept on the bare wooden floor and shivered with cold day and night. It rained all the time and the wind was freezing. We could never get our clothing dry. Canned meat and soup were the only hot food we had and so we were perpetually hungry. We used to steal a few cartons of food once in a while but eventually we stopped as a point of honor. We worked hard and long in the rain and mud. The English noncoms treated us like prisoners even though we were free workers. A lot of the time, we worked unloading heavy cases of shells. I wondered why the British were stockpiling so much militarv material when their war was over. Kemal Pasha was continuing his successful campaign against the Greeks but the English had remained neutral in that conflict. About a month after I arrived, we were ordered to unload cases of heavy artillery shells. Four men could hardly lift the cases. Since I spoke English, my comrades designated me to inform the sergeant that we could not and would not. The cases were unwieldy and if one fell, we would be blown to bits. The sergeant was well aware of this and kept his distance. I approached him, but instead of listening to our complaint, he started to curse at me as only an English sergeant can. "You have no right to insult me," I said. "I am not a prisoner or a slave." He went wild, and dragged me by the arm to the major in charge. I took off my cap. The major put his on. He sentenced me to a hundred and sixty-eight hours (why a hundred and sixty-eight hours instead of a week?) in prison for disobedience. I was not permitted to utter one word. They locked me in a barbed wire enclosure with two tents where there were three other Russians, who were being punished for refusing to eat corned beef every day. It was the first time I had ever been locked up. At the crack of dawn we were rousted out with yelling and swearing. All day, with only a short break for lunch, we were made to run on the double to the beach, fill a fifty-kilo bag with sand, run back to the prison with it, and empty it onto a pile. When the pile was large enough, we took the sand back bag by bag to where we'd gotten it. When we slowed down, the English soldiers threatened us with long clubs. One night after it had rained for twenty-four hours the tents were flooded up to our knees. We complained to the guards but all they would allow us to do was fill some sacks with sand and pile them up so we could squat on them. We were trembling with the cold, our teeth chattering so that we could barely talk. The next day I told my companion, a sublieutenant, that I had decided to break out and that he was welcome to come with me. He agreed. I had noticed that by lifting the barbed wire where we gathered the sand you could dig a ditch deep enough to slip under. The next night the rain stopped but there came a very strong wind, almost of hurricane force. Our tents were almost blown away but fortunately it was a dark, starless night. We waited until very late and then slipped out of the tent. We filled some sacks with damp sand and slipped them one by one under the wire. This opened up a narrow passageway. It took a long time and we were very nervous. The guards, who slept in a small wooden barracks at the far end of the compound, could emerge at any moment and they would almost certainly shoot us. Our hands were bleeding from the barbed wire. My companion was smaller than I and slipped out easily. I had some trouble but I finally managed to squeeze through. We took the road that ran along the strait to Gallipoli. Late in the morning, when were some distance from the camp, my companion suddenly shouted, "Watch out. They're after us." Sure enough, there were two British soldiers on bicycles with dogs about a kilometer away and moving toward us. There was nowhere to retreat to. On the right was the water, and on the left a steep rise covered with thick underbrush. Ahead about three hundred yards away there was a small bay, where four men were unloading stone blocks onto the bank. Without stopping to think, we 'dashed toward them. They were Turks. I explained that the English were after us because we didn't want to work for them and as soon as they heard the magic word ourousse they said, "Jump into the felucca." When the English soldiers got there five minutes later, we were one hundred yards from the shore. The dogs were barking angrily at having lost their trail and the English soldiers concluded that we must be underwater. They waited around for an hour or two before returning to base. In the evening, the Turks reentered the cove. It was too late to work so they dropped anchor about fifty meters from shore and invited us to spend the night. We accepted gratefully. They gave us tincture of iodine for our hands and a meal of grilled fish and sour milk. Our hosts began to sing and again, over and over, we heard the name Kemal Pasha. The night passed uneventfully and early the next morning, we thanked our rescuers and pressed on to Gallipoli. The appearance of the city, which was empty and abandoned, was sinister. It was bizarre to see a good-sized city inhabited by nothing but wild cats, who would run when we approached, and by pigs darting in every direction. Finally we found a few French soldiers who were ^ guarding the lighthouse, and four Russians -- the sole survivors of General Koutiepov's army, which had been evacuated into Bulgaria and Yugoslavia. A single trace of their encampment remained -- a pyramid of stones. Every soldier and officer had brought one stone to build it, the inscription read. This moving monument was all that testified to the fate of an "army of chevaliers," as one French writer called it. The Russians told us that the Greek population had abandoned the city, when Kemal Pasha's army reached the opposite shore of the Sea of Marmara. It was better to be a refugee in Greece than face the Turkish soldiers, who did not treat Greeks gently. When I got back to Constantinople, I faced the same problems as before: I was a penniless refugee in a city where there was no work to be found. There was a three-or four-month waiting list to emigrate to America and even then I would have had to have at least twenty-five Turkish pounds, which I had no way of getting. Once again, a solution presented itself -- to enlist in the Foreign Legion. My companion and I went to the recruitment office and were interviewed by a French officer. "Formal swearing in," he informed us "will take place at Fort Saint-Jean in Marseilles. In the meantime, you will be lodged and fed at the post here." He gave us a note for the commanding officer. The post was a formidable building surrounded by high walls that looked more like a prison than an army camp. We arrived at mealtime, and for the first time in three days ate all we wanted. It wasn't very good, but as the saying goes, we didn't look a gift horse in the mouth. However, we realized immediately that we were trapped. Once inside there was no getting out. The next day, a transport ship arrived from Marseilles. Some legionnaires who were being demobilized for illness or wounds stopped at the post on their way back home. There were Serbs, Bulgarians, and Rumanians. Needless to say, we asked them about life in the legion. Their response was unanimous: "The legion is living hell. You work on the roads twelve hours a day in the broiling sun. At night, as often as not, you have to fight , since Morocco is in open revolt. The discipline is cruel and punishment is brutal. The only relief, when you get your lousy pay, is to get drunk enough to forget." All we could think of was to escape. In two days the transport would leave for Marseilles and formal enlistment, which would mean five years of hell. But we didn't know how escape would be possible. We had noticed that certain trusties went out in the evening, and there were also some civilian employees, mostly Greeks, who left for the night. They had to show their exit permits to a noncommissioned officer. On alternate days, the officer in charge was a Sengalese who did not even read the papers, just waved the men on. My comrade and I did have Russian military identity papers. We waited for the Sengalese noncom to come on duty and got in line. We flashed our papers at him and he let us pass. Once outside, we ran as fast as we could. The next day I remembered that the owner of the Russian newspaper in Constantinople, a man named Maxi-mov, had known my father. I went to ask him for work. By chance, the man who had distributed the papers to the retail dealers had just left for America, so I inherited his menial job. It paid just enough to feed me and allow me to feed my blood to the bedbugs that infested the quarters reserved for Russian refugees. I couldn't go on like this. I had to find a way to get out. One day I read in one of the newspapers I distributed that a ship headed for Marseilles with a French regiment would also take Russian refugees who had French visas. I was off that day, so I went up to the Galata port. Maybe I would have a chance to say good-bye to someone I knew. And I did meet a lieutenant I had known. He had studied at the conservatory and now led a Russian orchestra and had a three-month engagement in a nightclub in* Nice. Out of the blue, he said: "Do you want to go to France?" "Of course. What a question! But how? I have no money and no visa." "But it's very simple, my friend. Get your bags, get on board, and I'll tell the boarding officer that your name is on the group passport." I ran home, grabbed my two bags, ran back and up the long gangplank right into the arms of the boarding officer "Passport?" he asked. From below the orchestra leader yelled up, "He's with us. His name is on the group pass port. After a bit he came on board and hid me with their baggage. I waited there for six or seven hours, scared to death. Then I heard the most beautiful sound imaginable, the ship's whistle; we were under way. Eventually, my friend came to rescue me. "You can come out now. Even if they find you out, there's nothing they can do. You're on your way to Marseilles." The crossing took five days. The French soldiers fed me from their rations. 10. France in the Twenties so, FOR THE FOURTH TIME, I was fleeing, leaving behind what little I possessed. What would become of me in Marseilles? The thought tormented me. But when we arrived, it turned out that there were about twenty of my compatriots on board in the same fix I was in, with no passport or visas. "These damned Russians," the commissioner of the port police said with a tolerant smile, "they keep arriving from all sides." They let us in and ordered us to go to the Russian consulate to get proper papers and then to report to the local employment office. It was September 24, 1923. Everything was odd in this land of my dreams that I now saw for the first time . . . both strange and enchanting. After four years of nightmare, the French were living life to the hilt. There was a lot of construction and workers were needed everywhere. Things were cheap and one could actually live on one's salary. In their effort to forget hardship and bereavement, the French were living as if there were no tormorrow. All of us were offered work in the Departement of the Aisne in a metal factory near Soissons, not far from Laon. We were issued tickets for the train and set out, hungry and somewhat bewildered. None of us had a penny in his pocket and we were happy Just to get where we were going. Our good humor was short-lived. We disembarked, not even at a station, but at a makeshift wooden barrack. The surroundings looked like a picture of the moon -- completely barren, not a tree, nothing but trenches and excavations. We asked a railroad clerk where the metal factory was. He gazed back at us with an ironic expression. "The factory? Well, you see the road that goes up the hill over there? When you reach the top, you will see your factory." He smiled. In spite of our hunger, we formed a small military detachment and marched off, singing. We got to the top of the hill. There was no factory. There were about twenty barracks and long rows of something we could not make out. (They turned out to be piles of shells and shrapnel.) A youngster came along on a bicycle and I asked where the factory was. "What factory?" he asked. I showed him the paper that had been given us in Marseilles with the name of the factory. "There is no factory here. Look at your papers. You see, it's in Alsace. All we do here is to gather the shells from the fields, defuse them, and send them to the factory." We had been tricked once again. Now we were under contract for a year and we had been lied to about the nature of the work, and not told anything of the dangers involved. We agreed that we could not accept it and that we would announce our decision as soon as we arrived at the barracks. As we drew closer, we could see that one of the barracks flew the banner of the Red Cross. I asked to speak to whoever was in charge, and a man came out immediately to greet us. When we told him our decision, he blew up. "How dare you? Do you think I'm an idiot? You signed for a year's work, your trip was paid for, and now you refuse to work. You are asking to be put in jail. I'll telephone the police to come and arrest you." "You are the one who should be under arrest, monsieur," I replied. "Look at my papers. It says in black and white that we are supposed to work in a metal factory. Where is the factory? We've been lied to and we're not such idiots that we're going to get killed for a few francs. There is a Red Cross barrack full of injured men. We're the ones who are going to complain." He changed his tune. "Listen, the work really isn't dangerous and I'll raise your salary if that's the problem." We laughed at him and went off to find the mayor. "This is not the first time," he told us, "that these people have deceived their workers. You are absolutely correct to refuse. My advice to you is to go to Laon and apply for work at the labor office." We had eaten nothing for two days and I felt as if my legs were about to cave in. I had made friends with a lieutenant about my age and we had decided to hang in together. The others had left before us, so by the time we arrived at the employment office, they had already been hired by a threshing factory. The only jobs left were on a farm in the village of Chalandry -- it was called the Chateau-Chalandry and was about seven miles away. We must have looked pretty sour at the prospect of such a long walk because the office manager finally asked us when we had last eaten. When he heard, he gave us some bread and butter. We walked to the farm by fields of sugar beets. We ate one of them and felt a little better. I remember that we arrived at the farm at suppertime. We had expected something grand because it was called a "chateau," but it was only a mediocre farm with a silly-looking tower, from which it must have gotten its name. The farmhouse was in the middle of a large courtyard surrounded by barns. We saw an old man, one of the owners. He ran the farm with his brother-in-law. "Do you know how to do farm work?" he asked. My companion did not speak French so I answered for both: "Yes, sir. We know all about farms. We used to be farm workers." He looked at us skeptically. "I don't really believe you were farmers, but we'll see about that." He looked over our papers and then invited us into the kitchen for something to eat. "If you work as well as you eat," he said, "I have made a good bargain." After supper, he took us over to a ladder. "Climb up there," he told us. "There are blankets and someone will wake you in the morning." I was so exhausted that when someone waked me up I felt as if I had slept for only an hour. After a measly breakfast, we went out to pick beets. We had arrived at the hardest work season of the year. We used huge pitchforks to load the beets onto horse-drawn wagons. The beets were deep in the earth and it took tremendous effort to pry them loose. We were weak from malnutrition, and by noon of the first day our hands were bleeding. My friend was in better shape than I was, and not nearly so done in. "You do what you like," I told him as we walked back to the farmhouse for lunch, "but I can't manage. Look at my hands." "I'm still okay," he said, "but if you have to quit, I'm going too." Just then the other owner came over to me. "From now on you'll be in charge of the cows. You'll be told what to do." I accepted this new assignment gladly, and slept contentedly in the barn with my cows for the next eight months. I took care of the cows and the whole dairy as well. Usually, I had to get the hay ready and load it. I was badly exploited, working twelve hours a day for a few dollars a month and lousy food. The older brother was at least agreeable, but the younger one was plain mean, stu-. pid and brutal. I used to fantasize about punching him in the nose, but I never did it. I had to earn enough money to get away and find something better. I don't really regret those eight months. Working on the land is healthy and satisfying and I had never worked with my hands before. I got back some measure of physical strength and even acquired a bit of patience. When I had saved about two hundred and fifty dollars I left. My companion had already quit. I went to the Employment Office in Laon and found a better-paying and safer job in Resigny as a wagon driver at one of the processing plants of a huge dairy company. Each morning I drove a wagon all around the neighborhood, collecting about two thousand gallons of milk. I got back to the plant about noon. The milk was processed, and in the afternoon it was loaded onto trucks in cans and early the next morning sold in Paris. It was pleasant work, especially in the summer. The Ardennes forest reminded me a little of my native Caucasus. I planned to stay long enough to save five hundred dollars and then try my luck in Paris. I used to subscribe to a Paris newspaper to keep up with what was going on in the rest of the world. And since I was absorbed by the affairs of the Russian emigres, I also took the two most important Russian-language papers that were published in Paris. Rut all this time I was thinking more and more seriously about "my" treasure . . . the treasure of the White Army. It was crucial for me to understand the interconnections between the various groups of emigres to figure out whom I could eventually go to for help to recover at least part of the treasure. I had already made one firm decision: I would not offer the treasure, or any part of it, to the exiled Russian military organizations. These organizations had sprung up everywhere, under the leadership of General Wrangel. Later, after his death in 1928, General Koutiepov assumed the role of leader. Rut the Civil War was over. We were defeated and in exile. All we could do now was to adjust to our new circumstances and understand that there was no possibility of overthrowing the Soviet regime from abroad. General Koutiepov and all the exiled class of officers dreamed of nothing else; I shared their passions, needless to say, but I had come to terms with reality. Many Russians, blinded by their hatred of Rolshevism, could not understand that aggressive action against the communist government from abroad would only reinforce the regime. The White organizations were riddled with provocateurs and double agents; even General Skoblin, who had commanded one of the most brilliant of the White regiments, had betrayed us. General Koutiepov and his successor, General Miller, were both kidnapped, to the consternation of the French press. What kind of organizations were these, whose leaders could be kidnapped in broad daylight in the middle of Paris? I was not going to share a single kopek with any of them. I would go after a part of the treasure and try to recover enough to finance a full-scale expedition. Then I would share it with the Russian schools, our disabled veterans and the Russian churches. In the meantime, there I was at Resigny and the drudgery at the dairy plant. The manager was a bastard. He paid us eighty dollars a month, though we got enough to eat and a decent place to sleep. Rut I noticed that he preferred non-French-speaking employees and I soon discovered why. He was cheating us. Each month as we received our pay, we signed for it on a list. I noticed that he kept his finger over the place next to each name. Finally, one day, I had had enough, and I pushed his hand out of my way. He was cheating each of us' out of one hundred francs. Eleven of us at one hundred francs apiece each month . . . not bad! I went to the manager and told him, "Monsieur, either you pay us what you owe us, or I'm going to write to your superiors in Paris." The next day, he called me into his office. "Okay, I'll pay you but not the Polaks." "No, either you pay everybody or I'm going to report you." I realized, of course, that after this I could not stay on under any circumstances. Finally, he gave me my missing back pay for seven months. The Polish workers were afraid of losing their jobs so they settled for the one hundred francs that had been "omitted" from their last wages. I said good-bye and went on my way. I knew that a former Russian soldier was the manager of a plant about twelve miles from Laon that rented farm equipment out to the local farmers. I got a job as a tractor driver and worked at harvesting the wheat near Vervins. It was summer and the life was so pleasant that I didn't give a thought to the treasure. When the harvesting was finished, I worked at plowing with the same machine. By now I had saved what I had planned on, but I decided to accumulate a bit more. I didn't know Paris, and I was both attracted and intimidated. How would I manage in that vast city with no friends or acquaintances? So when the plowing was finished, I took a job in a nearby sugar-processing plant. Toward the end of November, as I was going about my work one day, I saw two foremen and two policemen approaching. "Are you Sergei Orel? Do you have an identity card?" I gave him my card. "Okay, get your belongings and come along." "But why?" "We have a warrant from Laon for your arrest. You are accused of stealing." I was terrified. "But there must be some mistake. I've stolen nothing." "You can tell that to the judge. We are only carrying out our instructions." The gendarmes were riding bicycles, so I had to trot along between them. They didn't handcuff me; they were quite decent to me, in fact. It was a Saturday, so I had to spend two days in the police station before I could be transferred to the Laon jail. The jail was in an ancient monastery, with thick walls and long corridors. I was outraged at being held as a suspect without trial, much less a sentence. According to the law, work in prison is optional, but I was put to work as soon as I arrived. The building was freezing cold-it hadn't been heated in centuries -- and was almost unbearable once the sun had gone down. We were made to get into our nightclothes and march double time over the cold stone floors to our dormitory. Once we were inside, the doors were locked and nothing could move the guards to open them. After several days, I was at last called before the judge for a preliminary hearing. Before he said a word, I demanded to know why I was being held. He replied, "I have issued a warrant against you on a complaint that you robbed a worker at the Maggi Dairy at Resigny." The theft had supposedly occurred on a Sunday, over a month before; a suitcase belonging to one of the workers had disappeared. I asked how I came to be accused and the Judge informed me that the manager had suggested that I was the guilty party. I explained to the judge why the manager might wish to get even with me, and that at the time of the theft I had been forty miles away from the scene. To be absolutely sure of my alibi, I asked for a day so that I could figure out exactly where I had been that Sunday. I sat up all night doping it out, and by morning I had it all fitted together. At the time of the alleged crime, I had been playing billiards with Cassart, a former military policeman. I reported back to the judge and he promised to call Cassart. Cassart backed me up, and twenty days after I had been arrested, the judge let me go. I was released just before Christmas. After that experience, with more than twenty-five hundred francs in my pocket, life looked rosy. I took the train for Paris and settled into a hotel near the Gare du Nord. I was fascinated by Paris. For the first three days I hardly slept. I wanted to see everything. Then it was time to think about finding work and lodgings. I had the address of a Russian who had worked at the Resigny dairy and was now working at Joinville-le-Pont and lived on the Quai de la Marne. I moved into a small hotel near him. I still had twenty-two hundred francs left after my Parisian "extravagances." Instead of looking for a job right away, I decided to get a driver's license. That way I would have a skill to sell instead of having to apply as an unskilled worker. In a month I had obtained my license both for pleasure driving and for trucks and I found a job as a truck driver at a mill near Troyes. The pay was good, although the work was hard. I had to load and unload hundred-pound sacks of flour. I intended to keep the job for only a few months, as all I needed was enough money to work out a scheme to get at the treasure. I would spend everything I had, my money and my strength, to get my hands on that treasure. I had had enough deprivation. When I got back to Paris, I had almost five thousand francs, a good suit and overcoat. I was quite presentable. Again I settled in Joinville-le-Pont, which was then a charming little town. Since automobiles were rare in those days, most Parisians spent Sundays and holidays in the towns around Paris, especially Nogent-sur-Marne and ! Joinville, where there were plenty of nice restaurants and [ taverns. I moved into a little hotel and the man who a owned it became a good friend. He only charged me sixteen francs a day for a very nice room and full board, including wine. I began to look up people I had known in Russia who were now living in Paris, preferably civilians or acquaintances of my family. That took some time, as there were an enormous number of Russians spread all over Paris. I finally met the former district attorney of St. Petersburg, who had known both my father and grandfather. He was almost fifty years older than I but he seemed to enjoy my company. We met regularly to have dinner and to gossip. I began to realize that my friend knew many important Parisians. I decided to tell him about the treasure after swearing him to reveal not a word about it to anyone, even if he decided not to help me. "I believe I can help you, though," he told me. "But, before introducing you to the person I have in mind, I want you to understand that he is a very important man and won't get mixed up in anything that could hurt his reputation. But I have known him for a long time and he is very pro-Russian, and I think he will help." After I had given it some thought, I told him: "I don't think it is necessary to tell him where the treasure came from. It would be wiser to tell him that it had belonged to my family." I saw him a few days later. "Everything is okay," he told me. "The person I was telling you about is the Marquis de Navailles, chief of the European department of the French Foreign Ministry. He will receive you in a few days. If he agrees to help, under no circumstances offer him any reward. He would kick you out." A few days later I was ushered into the office of M. de Navailles. He was a big man, with a ruddy complexion and exquisite manners, an eighteenth-century aristocrat. I told him my tale. He agreed to help me "on condition that your story is true." I assured him that no embarrassment would come to him. He gave me a personal letter to the French ambassador at Sofia, asking him to accept a package from me and to forward it to him. He also gave me a letter to the police requesting a French passport for me. That very day I received my passport and a visa for Bulgaria. The only problem that remained was money, and somehow the former prosecutor found another five thousand francs for me. I was on my way to the treasure. 11. The Treasure Stays Where It Was i TOOK THE ORIENT EXPRESS for Bulgaria in January 1927. The winter had been severe in France, and I was hoping it would be warmer in southern Europe. But it was even colder there. Hoping the weather would warm up, I delayed a few days in Sofia. But it did not change and I had to keep moving to avoid arousing the suspicions of the Bulgarian police, who took careful note of the arrival of every foreigner. I couldn't stay in my hotel just doing nothing. So I told the desk clerk, who was undoubtedly a police agent, that I had to go to Plovdiv, the second most important city in the country, to look into the tobacco market there. Plovdiv is on the railroad line to Burgas. I spent a day purchasing my digging tools and work clothes and then continued on to Burgas. I could definitely not spend more than twenty-four hours in Burgas without arousing suspicion. Why would a foreigner come to such a small city, where there was nothing to do, in the dead of winter? I arrived in Burgas in the morning and spent almost the whole day looking for a place to change my clothes. That night I went to the public park near the beach, which was deserted at that hour. In an icy wind, I changed into my work clothes, hopping up and down to keep from freezing. I checked my street clothes at the railroad station, drank some hot coffee, then set off to the first hiding place. It was growing colder and colder. In spite of my warm clothing, I was trembling like a leaf. A strong wind bit my face and slowed me down. I didn't reach even the nearest cache until nearly midnight, and then it took me a half hour to locate it with a flashlight. Everything was in order; no one had discovered our secret. I tested the ground. It was frozen hard as a rock. I tried to dig, not at the actual site, so as not to betray it, but a little distance away. Useless. It would take dynamite to break the ground. I was furious that all my effort, my long trip, had been in vain. I would return to Paris empty-handed. In the morning, half-frozen, I returned to Burgas and took the train to Sofia. Before returning to my hotel, I went to the public baths to change my clothes. The frigid weather continued; there was no way of knowing when it would end and I couldn't stay where I was. I returned to Paris. My friend, the former prosecutor, was disappointed with me. I gave him my passport and M. de Navailles' letter and asked him to explain to Navailles why I had failed. I was worried about the money he had loaned me. I did not know whether he had borrowed it from someone else. One night, as I tossed and turned in bed trying to find a solution, I decided to go see my former commander, General Postovsky, who was a great gambler. The next day I went around and asked him to take me to his gambling club that evening. I needed to make some profit on my last thousand francs. "You've come at a bad time," he said. "I've had a losing streak for a week and I've lost more than fifty thousand francs. All I have left is three thousand. But if you wish, come along. I'll try, but I make no promises." I gave him my wallet and he played baccarat for both of us. By 2 A.M. he had won seventy thousand francs for himself and more than twenty thousand for me. I practically had to drag him away from the table. I returned the money I had borrowed and went to Join-ville to rest. I regretted that I had been so precipitate. I should have waited for spring to go to Bulgaria. The next expedition time I would plan more carefully. And I would need a companion. After a few days of relaxation, I decided to get started doing something. I knew that Lieutenant General Rafalo-vitch, who was a former commander of the Cossack cavalry and a good friend of my family, was living in Brussels, He was a man of absolute integrity and loyalty. I went to see him. He was very glad to see me but I did not tell him about the treasure right away. I waited for about a month and then I told him the whole story. He listened to me carefully. "I have been expecting you to speak to me about this business. I've heard some rumors about a war treasure taken out of Russia by General Pokrovsky. They say that you know where it is. Some people even claim that it has been in your possession since Pokrovsky's death. I am glad that you have told me the true story. You must realize that you are in a very delicate and dangerous position. If either the Reds or Whites ever become convinced that you know where the treasure is, your life will be in danger. They will kidnap you, torture you to obtain the secret, and then they will kill you." "I've thought of all that," I replied. "But that still wouldn't give them any chance at all of finding the treasure. Even if I gave someone a detailed description of the general location, they still couldn't find the exact spot without digging up the entire area, about twelve square miles. Once I was dead, no one could find it." "All right," he said, "I'm convinced. But what are you going to do?" I explained in detail my plan to recover the treasure and what I intended to do with it afterward. He asked for a few days to think it over. When I returned, he said, "I have concluded that you are right. I agree that it would not be wise to talk to the Russian authorities in Paris. In the first place, they couldn't do anything without your help. And once they got their hands on it, it would disappear. Like you, I am against any attempt to attack the Bolsheviks from abroad. Furthermore, I believe you have demonstrated a right to the treasure. Keep me advised. I will try to help. But you must be careful; you will be in bad trouble if word gets around." It was the spring of 1927 and it was to be two years before I found just the right man. During those two years in Brussels I became administrative director of the famous Russian chorus, the Cossacks of Kuban. One day in Brussels I saw a man on the street dressed in the costume of the Kuban Cossacks. I could not believe my eyes -- for as he came closer, I recognized George Vinnikov, a great old pal who had been in my regiment. We went into a cafe and he told me his story. Because he had had musical training, in Yugoslavia the ataman of the Kuban Cossacks, General Naoumenko, had commissioned him to form a Cossack choir. For several years the choir had remained in Yugoslavia but eventually it began to receive invitations to perform abroad. They were in Brussels to give three concerts. Naturally, I attended the opening night. The next day at lunch, Vinnikov remarked: "It would be so much more convenient if we had someone who knew this part of Europe and could speak the languages. I know only a bit of French and the rest speak nothing but Russian. We always have to find a translator." Then out of the blue, he said: "We need someone exactly like you. How about being our director?" I was taken by surprise and told him that I didn't know anything about that sort of business. "And," I said, "right now I don't have the kind of money to do a lot of traveling, and that would be necessary, wouldn't it?" "Yes," he replied, "you would have to be our advance man, make all the arrangements, sign contracts, and so forth. But, naturally, you would be paid the same salary as I, and your expenses would be taken care of." I explained my difficulties with the police. "Listen, Nicholas," he replied, "I have known you for a long time and I know that you are incapable of dishonesty. We would be honored to have you." I agreed on condition that General Naoumenko give his approval, and I wrote him explaining my situation. Two weeks later I received a letter from the general confirming my appointment. I contacted all the great impresarios of Europe and arranged manv appearances. The choir was a great success everywhere. In 1929, a construction engineer of Russian descent, a man named Arian, introduced me to a Belgian diplomat, Baron K., a counselor at the Belgian embassy in a neighboring country. He had been stationed in St. Petersburg as a young man and had married a Russian woman. He agreed to help me get the treasure out of Bulgaria. Arian knew only the bare outlines of the plan and I assured his silence by promising him a generous commission. Unfortunately, I did not realize that his business was in trouble and that he was deeply in debt. Our plan was for the baron to go to Bulgaria after me, receive a suitcase from me containing part of the treasure, and take it out of the country in the diplomatic pouch. In a few days he had obtained a passport and a Bulgarian visa for me under the name of Nansen. I was to leave first. We would register at different hotels in Sofia. I would proceed to Burgas, return to Sofia, meet the baron at the Belgian legation, and give him my suitcase. I arrived in Sofia and waited four days, but there was no sign of the baron. I was frantic. At the legation I finally found a message. He had fallen ill en route and was in Belgrade. He asked me to wait in Sofia, as he hoped the doctor would allow him to move in two or three days. Four days later, another message arrived: he was worse and had to return to Brussels. He promised to continue our business when he had recovered. This was a terrible blow. I went back immediately and visited the baron's bedside. He was very upset that he had been unable to complete his voyage. He promised again that we would resume our mission as soon as possible. I went to see Arian, who was very cool to me. I could not understand until he finally blurted out: "You know I don't believe a word of this story of the baron's sickness. I think this was a diplomatic illness. I think you carried off the affair and are keeping it from me so that you won't have to pay me my share." "You are out of your mind," I told him. "Even if you don't believe me, do you really think the baron would risk his reputation and career for a few pennies? Go ask him yourself." I learned later that he had indeed gone to the baron, who had thrown him out of the house. A week later I was arrested on a charge of suspicion of swindling. Arian had brought an accusation against me to the Belgian police. The story was all over the papers. I protested, of course, but I was held for thirty days. Six months later, the case was dismissed for lack of evidence, but my reputation was ruined. No end of false stories had appeared in the Belgian press and the police had sent inquiries about me to a number of other countries. There was nothing on the books against me anywhere, but I was labeled undesirable and effectively barred from several countries forever. This was a ghastly situation for a stateless person. I had not a cent, no means of leaving the country much less reaching Bulgaria. I was near the end of my rope when I found a jeweler who was willing to lend me the twenty thousand francs I needed for my next expedition. I put it in a bank while I made my preparations and waited for my chance to go back to Bulgaria. Then one morning I received a summons to appear before the police. I was accused once again of swindli